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Part 9

*(This sentence is inserted from R.B. and is in connection with Figure 73. When I read this part and see Figure 73 drawing, I decide to add this part, please, click here to see picture-drawing what appear on R.B. computer screen).

Here again earlier, was a scene near the corner of the property, but this time it's on the left, and up the main road a little. The last time (May 31,95) the scene was on the right heading down my access road, and had to do with excess garbage. (The left "unconscious" side up the main road to the north, is the gifts from heaven. The right, heading west "conscious" is me transforming the earth and cleaning it up. This is a important overlooked fact in all the riddles. The corner is obviously like the tip of the pyramid, or right angle where the two worlds meet.)
When I awoke the thought: "A town of listers clean to the hilt," or something. They are telling me to not be greedy, because there are many gifts from heaven. It is true, I'm always worried there won't be enough, and get jealous. I had read parts of a book "The dreams of Don Boscoe" the day before at a used bookstore. He was a monk who had recorded dreams from God, and was even tapped on the shoulder by a spirit. I found it very similar to the way a spirit is speaking to me. There are riddles in his dreams also. One was about elephants, and one of two pillars in the ocean. Elephants are important in Eastern religion, and do carry the world on their back. (I even had the image of two small pillars last night.)

A SNORING HORSE AND A PILIATED WOODPECKER June 4,95
Heard a horse snoring while half awake. I had to work that morning, but wanted to sleep a little longer.
Later I was feeling jealous and heard "The finger doing the pinning, is the one it's pointing at," or something.
The work horse was snoozing that morning before going to work. This sounded so real, as if right outside almost. The voice later, sounded more like a thought of mine speaking.
Later a vision of pure red like bone marrow, and a brighter light area in the center, that looked like a square thick cross, and all in a red glow, similar to the chicken bones marrow I ate recently, when cracked open. I almost crushed my leg the day before, when cutting a truck frame, that pinned my foot and almost broke my leg on the way down.
June 5,95
Vision of a yellow plastic floating chicken child's toy. The type with a big square base, slightly curved bottom foot, so it can float and rock in water, similar to a rubber duck. The chicken had a red five sided star for its left eye, as it was turned slightly to the right, and with some other vague toys near that were unclear. This must mean the chicken was dead, but could still float on water. Yellow must mean poison. (Chicken was on sale for 49 cents a pound, and I stocked up on ten pounds.)
Before falling asleep earlier, I heard a creak in the wall that exploded at the same instant, with a loud creak in my head. They did that to calm my anxiety about me thinking it was them. This was so amazing. There is no end to what can be done. My wall always creaks off and on in the one area behind the radio and TV, and I think it is them every time. It has been doing this a long time. (This has mostly stopped, over a half a year later. I knew it was them.)
Later, a dream of a big load on my scooter, that had squashed tires, and the gate closed at the corner. This is odd, but the scooter is red, the closed gate is at the very corner of property, and the big load needs to be sacrificed, or to pass through the gate. This is another right angle, pyramid sacrifice scene. The load is me.
Woke up in a dream of, they (aliens) were leaving, and I was so upset and mad, and wanted them to stay. It felt very sad with such loss that a abandoned child feels. There is sorrow and anger. (This was all a emotional feeling dream, and not any physical scene.)
Today while working with a friend, a piliated woodpecker made its call in the woods. My friend mentioned it. We talked about it having a red head. Exactly right then, I looked down, and found a small red rock shaped like a bird's head, on the ground in front of me. This is a very amazing coincidence beyond accident. It was just so amazing, and I didn't tell my friend about the rock.

RIDING UNDER THE BIG SILVER SHIP June 6,95          
Vision of two people kissing.
A dream of buying beds with someone. A big bed had a price of $167. A child's bed with strawberry cover, and a tag for $ 219.
A floating, and then a vision of a spiral worm on a bed. The thought: "Come over." (Means to get married and have a family.)
A few blood scenes of the laughing lady at the library. Scenes in my head from earlier that night. (I told that lady off yesterday, and she even gets paid. I was feeling guilty for telling her to be quiet, but so what, it's not fair.)
A thought: "There is no shit in the toilet." I worried that shit would smear in the new toilet at the house I was care taking.
June 7,95
Dreamt I ate a purple mushroom and got sick.
Saw some rare old violins, guitars, a flute, but the lady wanted a high price. One fiddle had a back like a human's muscular back, and was twisted sideways at the top, like posing.
Later thought of going to the flea market this Saturday, and saw a image of a big truck hitch with pin, in the road. This meant I would need a trailer to move all this junk, as if I had too much excess stuff. (I had finally hauled off three truck loads in the past week.)
June 10,95
A dream of a Mexican guy showing me his black hat, and I asked how he thought it looked best on me, and with what design. I said "I have one like that." He said he had many. He gave a speech like a preacher, and was the same voice preaching on the radio when I awoke. (They have done this before a few times, and this was one of the things done when they first came. There have been singers in dreams that end up being the person on the radio. It is quite a shock to go from one very real world into another, and still have the same singer, or speaker.)
Looked in the big trunk of a old car and found a big old pair of ski's. Went up a ski lift, it stopped high above rocky snow. The lift was sliding back down, and speeding up. I was much afraid, and opened my coat like a parachute, and fell out and was embarrassed because a girl wanted to have sex, and so did I. We were laying in the snow, and a thought: "Wants to mate." Later my name "Mark" was called.
Later saw a roach.
Later saw the big crane bird up on the top of the big oak tree, watching me, and it moved to the right some. (Meant I should not be tempted to smoke at the party today.)
The night before while reading my first story, I read the part that said: "They fed me green food," and right then heard a "beep" in my left ear, that lasted a while. I said "Hi Jeeze."
June 12,95
Vague vision of the dragster I saw at the air show yesterday. Didn't see it coming and missed it, except right when it crossed the finish line. A dream of walking down the hill and a electric storm making the sky sparkle. I knew it would strike me, and was trying to climb through a barbed wire fence to go hide under Rattle Snake Bridge. Saw a nice sandy place under a overhanging rock, but wanted to hide under the bridge. Was going through the rocky river and came across seven or more cats that were sleeping in the water, and they liked it. The mother was there, and I grabbed a few babies to take, but saw there was no nice sandy place under the bridge. The cats were orange, and I knew they were left there. They were curled up sleeping in the shallow water.
Later a image of a sling to sit in, like a parachute harness hanging by a long rope from the back bottom of a big silver airplane, and just floating through the air. (I saw the sail wings and the big silver plane at the air show, and the big old plane even circled the valley, and was right over me later that day.) Then a scene of moving real slow and the earth is way down there, like I'm in a airplane way up but going very fast actually. This made me think of the saucer ride vision on the first night they came, and how fast it must of been going. When your that high up, speed increases and the sense of motion slows down. I rode on the silver ship.

THE SILVER CAGE AND THE BLUE HERON June 13,95
Dream of the skinny brown bird chasing the oranges to eat, before the other birds got them. (Means to eat oranges.)
Vision of big ship crashing through the wall of the house, and the thought: "It was so big, his pants were on the bottom." (I wrecked my bike yesterday, and rolled on my back and backpack, with pants in it, which made a easy landing. I was drunk.)
Vision image of a thin small disk in a blue sky.
Vision of a black splotch on a city office building, and then covered the scene. Then a scene of a cluttered desk and room.
Vision of a person in a wide brimmed hat offering me a spoonful of medicine. (Means to not feel jealous of office workers.)
Vision of a cloud being compressed into the rough shape of a head, and this happened five or more times.
The thought: "Casper the friendly ghost," came before waking.
June 14,95
Was worried the bearings in the bicycles wheels would rust in the freak June rain predicted for today, that could be heard outside. Saw a image of three sealed bearings imbedded in the dirt where I hoed weeds yesterday.
Dream of a fat lady, looked like a frog, and told me something about "looks were deceiving."
In a old friend's house, and saw on their table, a rectangle with small characters placed in each corners, and in the center, like a chess board, but the statues were larger. Later was outside and water is flooding out the gutter from somewhere.
A dream of a light white disk spot moving down, and the thought: "We will live on in another world. The bright spot had faint red around it's edges, moving down slowly on the left side, with a bright background like a computer screen, that also had a slight red orange glow.
A dream of arm wrestling.
The moldy potato I cut up and saw black in it, then threw it at the roof, where a small black cat was climbing up on the tin. The potato got stuck under the tin somewhere.
Later saw my short pants were on my stove, and were roasted brown, like the ones I let get too close once. (Had laid my other shorts on my small stove the night before, but was not lit.) Means to not get into bad habits, or you'll get burned.
June 15,95
Dream of snipping hairs with a dull scissors, out of the ear of a black pony, and afraid the pony would get hurt or upset. But no, he didn't even flinch. The pony was standing up sleeping at the right side head of my bed. (This is the same place where I heard the snoring pony just recently on June 7,95) I got up and tossed the hairs in the trash, and wondered how it must of come in while the door was open. Then saw some shiny black shoes were upset by the door.
Later a dream of a black cat coming down porch steps at night and stepping into bunches of dark grapes.
The thought: "Sitting at the bleachers with LBJ." (Read about him recently in a UFO book. Maybe this relates to Watergate, and being a cover-up. Quite awhile back I read about and saw the bleachers that collapsed, falling on many people, and also animal mutilations.)
Vision of waves splashing on ocean shore, and eroded dirt highlands with gullys when the tides out. (A warning not to smoke.)
Image of a high tech shop with lasers, screens and gadgets, controls, and people in chairs running it. (I was just recently wondering how they (aliens) do all their watching, speaking and traveling, over here. Now they gave me this vague image vision.)
The quarter in the slot I tried to get back, but it fell in.
Dream of, at a garage sale looking at some books and other stuff, but it's sold. A black guy tells me of emaciated Eddy who sold his Harley for 47000. He thought I was someone else at first.
An old lady saw me with my pants part down.
Walking in a dark alley with apartments. (Right now the dream becomes very real like a vision, but is a super vivid unusual dream vision.) A guy standing there is playing guitar. His fingers really moving with fast bluegrass style, and I'm trying to follow the pattern. Then a lady in a garage is at a book shelf that falls, and she falls on the road. A girl pushing a grocery cart, and two boys grabbing her and pulls her down. Two silver spirals form a bird cage. They just spin and appear out of mid air. (This was so amazing.) The bird is on a park bench, and a group of boys try to catch it. I have a feeling of struggling against the bad kids. (This relates to my lost childhood.) It gets away and is hopping on the ground, but isn't scared. I went to feed it some chewed food from in my mouth as the bird is heading toward the field near the railroad tracks to get away from the bratty kids, but the bad kid throws a stone at my face just then, and I'm shocked. The thought: "Morose sex."
Saw a baby tiger cub image. (This relates to the cub that was licked into life, and the water became red blood on it's fur.)
Saw a hawk swoop left over my outhouse, and drop a dark smoky ink like cloud from it's right wing like a crop duster right over the hole area. Then saw a big stork bird that looked like my old blue plaid coat flapping, and landed in a bush left of the outhouse where the hawk had flown toward, and was right over where the dead deer was buried. (The one that died in the fire.)
Saw yellow pee leaking on a blue plastic suit case. (This is very complex, but yellow water is poison. Blue is industrious or building toward a goal. The hawk put a dark cloud on my mess to hide it. Means I am like a cub mentally, and after a dark cloud was dumped, by the mighty eagle (higher force from above) and my mess blotted out, I died (dead deer) and came back as the industrious messenger. (blue heron coat) I'm still trying to not poison (yellow) the word (water) holder (blue rectangle suitcase) or book, with a tainted word. (urine) What else could it mean? Maybe I am the suitcase?)

THE PAST IS DEAD June 16,95
Saw the ant. Three red chickens running under a redwood tree. Vision of the ant hill. (Had run over ants on my path.)
Saw the black cat by the cement wall.
The brown small dog in the middle of the road. (Wore the brown leather coat to the Indian casino last night.)
Saw the dropped Navaho weaving model laying on the sidewalk outside the bar.
The scene of the picture straighten up. (This meant to rethink or straighten up. The scene just shifted quickly. They have used this idea before, when telling me to rethink something.)
Vision of the ancient city layout from the air. Later the dream of being in a store up in Willits, and reading a magazine on which was seen a pyramids steps with people walking up, and the fold over flap now showed the people gone from the steps. Then in the store, a long lost relative walked up, and said he wanted to talk and visit more later. He said "Just deficeating." A word slightly wrong, but I knew what it meant. My Mom was with him, and I don't know how they found me by accident. Then the vision of the pyramid way down there in the city layout, and the pyramid seems to melt away. (Could mean that the need for sacrifice is over.)
Last night when I first laid down and was thinking of them, I heard a high "beep." The next day while driving to Lakeport on Scotts Valley road, I saw a brown dog in the road that had a dried piece of shit in it's mouth, it had just retrieved. (Psychic dream.)
There was a dream earlier, of sitting on a red sofa chair on top of a tall load behind the cab on a truck, and every time I tried to look back, the chair was starting to slip off its feet, and it was a long way down to a crash. I had this feeling. I had this same dream a few days ago, but forgot it. There was a major fear that the legs would slip, and I couldn't turn around. I got down at our driveway finally. It was my old truck, and I wanted it back. This was in the second dream. My old red truck that burned was recycled. This means to not look back with nostalgia, it will make you unstable. The past is dead.
Something about the little brown sparrow bird, that I can't recall.
A dream of being at a party and people talking merrily. There was a big bullet with a rounded head as high as a person, and it's head as round. (Later that day I got in a argument, and flew off the handle, like I did the day before. It started out as a casual party. I was harassed, but could of been more tactful.) (Psychic dream.)
After drinking beer and looking at my cabbage patch thinking I should eat greens, the thought: "gavel" as in a judges hammer, came into my head.

EDDY THE EAGLE June 17,95
Saw the green vehicle zipping past, equals cabbage.
Saw the cabbage patch with a reddish misty tinge rose cabbage that bloomed in a garden bed. Then in another vision it went away, and was only a raised bed grave mound.
Saw the small compact car zip by. Later realized it meant green vehicle. Efficient vehicle, good cabbage blooming, like my cabbage patch I ate from yesterday. Good food is word of God's vehicle.
Still I couldn't figure it out, and a little later, saw in a vision, a guy I thought had Jewish eyes, who seemed to pull something from a shelf, and flip through the pages. Still I was puzzled. Later another vision of the same guy who now seemed to be checking out the contents of a book, with eyes being curious. Later another vision of the same guy from a different angle, was now leaning back on a book shelf, seen from the right side now, and reading intently looking down at a open book he held. In the background watching, was a vague someone in a large headed whitish silvery helmet and shiny dark sunglasses, casually leaning with right arm up on the bookshelf and watching. He looked a little like me with my motorcycle gear on, when the day before, thinking I looked like a alien once when talking to some PG & E workmen out on the road while checking the mail. I had my shiny black big eyed glasses on and was telling them how I was visited by extraterrestrials. They asked "Where?" I said "Right down there in a beat up old blue trailer." I told them that they came right out of thin air, and gave me visions that said they came from a parallel dimension. The workers couldn't even see me, and I may have been an alien for that matter.
In the dream, the person watching was vague, and also looked a little like "Eddy the eagle," the guy dressed in the eagle costume at the air show I had been to. He had the old style leather helmet with the big ear flaps and goggles, but had a small black beak.
Earlier saw the mounds of dirt like an ass on the level new area that was going to be paved, and then it leveled and straightened up. (I saw yesterday, that the new "Shodakai's" Indian casino parking lot was ready to be paved.) Means to remove excess fat and bad gas from my writing. I saw this after feeling embarrassed, while laying in bed with my ass out the covers so not to stink them up with bad gas. They know every thing about you.
Saw the big black new Lincoln car slow way down, coming north, down the hill north of Cloverdale, and I was forced into the left lane to avoid it. This is right where the road forks left toward the ocean. I had thought of taking that road sometime, just the other day. This means the big black powerful car diverted me towards the big waters, or word of God. The ocean can be rough sometimes, but it sure is exciting.
Later in a dream, had a bag of maybe sausage, but was some squash vegetable and red. Later was in a house, and some kids stole a chunk out of the squashes center, as it lay wrapped on the table. Was telling a man there that it was very good when fried in hot oil, and finally convinced him to try some, as he was very indifferent. Was picking up small scraps of well aged cheese, that tasted very good still. Was still upset at the chunk the kids took.

I had talked to some teenage friends of my brother's daughter the day before. They knew so much on the alien subject, and even claimed to have seen strange moving colored lights over the pond, and had been spoken to in their dreams with some random disjointed phrases. They said they had three computers in their house, and convinced me the younger generation are much more aware then many older folks.)
Later a vision that looked like the upper three prongs of a Jewish star, but could of been a five sided star. Then a series of three five sided stars imbedded in the pavement, with a brass or gold, wide band outline on the outside and inside of each star, and a circle in the very center. ( Figure 74.) There were a few paragraphs of writing in each circle, similar to in Hollywood, where stars are imbedded in the sidewalk.
Later that day while working with a friend doing carpentry, I thought of the visions I hadn't written down because I was late for work. I reviewed it in my head, and thought: "OK, the three visions of the guy reading the book." Right then heard a "beep" like ringing in my ears. I put my fingers over my ears to make sure it was true. I thought: "Jeeze hi," but didn't speak aloud or my friend would think me nuts. I knew what the message meant. They want me to immortalize it.

DRINK WHAT IS GOOD June 18,95
Woke up with the pain in lower intestine, and a mild floating. The image of a spinning small three pronged roto-rooter on top of a thin rod. ( My fear was that I needed surgery in the colon, or had been experimented on. They make you face your fear.)
Water waves on sides of a washed out road, with some grass or weeds growing on it. (Means too much drinking and bad habits have created a washout. Bad weeds are bad habits.)
A dream of having pot in a pipe, and is knocked out by a Budda statue that jumped up and sprang back and fourth in a slight arc in the air, like a magnet made it oscillate. I wanted the one flower top I saw, and was looking for it, but then knew it was bad, and made me dry feeling that affected my body. My one brother was there. The Budda was still springing fast, up and down in an arc in the air right there, by some unknown force, and was preventing me from smoking.
Image of moisture on a strip of tape.
An eagle pilot in a old brown leather helmet and goggles swooped on three creatures all in a row in the higher air. Then he was on the ground and looking back. This was like the Eddy eagle airman from the air show, but had bright red hair coming out the sides of his helmet. His shorter helper, maybe like the goofy rabbit, plucked the center one of three green weed type plants growing in front of me, and threw it over his shoulder as if for dinner, and he walked to the right, and they both left.
(I was real worried I had colon cancer or something.) Saw an image of an old lady holding a cube that stands on one corner, and is in her right hand. (A rock cube like the one I have, that stands balanced on a small flat spot cut on the tip of one corner. Maybe this means, I will live long if I live a balanced life.)
Vision of a white building I thought was a hospital.
Vision of a wart like polyp with ray lines to show it was inflamed. Right when awakening to this vision, the person on the radio was talking of God's first born being special. Thought I had growths in my intestine, because of bloody shit for the last three weeks. Was really worried what it meant; if it was hemorrhoids or what. Was really worried about my guts. Then a image of holding onto a stone pillar of a huge multi- domed roof of a church, the type that arches in four directions. Thought I might have to go to a hospital and was really worried, then saw a image of a deer laying on it's side in a dark stone side table area in the wall of a big church maybe.
A dream of the mail lady driving a tractor with a old style grass cutter. She handed me some mail and took off down the row mowing grass in the vineyard. Others were there driving other tractors.
A dream of riding in a car with a girl I saw at the bar. There was a place where a button should be in the upper center of the dash. I pushed it, and it was just a small round piece of glass taped over the empty hole. We drove down a road, and I thought she wanted sex. Then we drove down a slippery muddy road with big ruts and the car spinning around out of control. This is the same road I saw earlier, with the big waves on the sides ready to wash down, and big ruts with some weeds.
Saw orange juice poring out of a jar. (Means to drink what is good, and stay away from drunk people.)
Saw a Irish spiral, Celtic rock glyph. ( Figure 75).
A image of Greg Norman, the white shark's smile. (Saw him on TV in a golf tournament, the day before.)

MY DADS THREE PIANOS June 19,95
The two bikes. Saw one image of the bike earlier, and one later. I wasn't sure If I wanted to give one of my eight bikes away. I promised, even though the person made fun of me and the alien story. Seeing the bike twice meant church, or "a way of thinking."
A dream of people transplanting a garden.
The sheep with broken chunks of glass stuck in its head and arm, was bleeding and stuck in the fence. Found the blue pliers, to pull the glass out. Went to get Ken to help. The blood spilled on a sheet of the paper calendar? (I was the sheep.)
Vision of the garden with a cone shaped tree at the right corner of each plot, and each disappearing one after another.
Big lizard bug on the water.
The raccoon stealing in the night.
The pit of guilt and the person strapped on board and being dumped heading down.
The big mosquito. (Meant to forgive and not loose friends. Keep the nice garden of friends growing. Bad water. Don't steal bike back. Don't make person guilty, and take blood. Keep water pure.)
June 20,95
The shriveled small mummy Eskimo baby in warped skins. (Like the baby in national geographic.)
Saw a sheep ear or foot, move. (Is the lost child, that had died.)
I said: "I'm going to have to say good-by now," at the dams, (where the old friend's brother at a party slipped, and he fell in and drowned a long time ago. I haven't thought of this in a long time. Means: "I died at the place of deep water." The one dam was like the top of the pyramid, where behind the table I sat at was a drop off. This was in the beginning of the book, in the major walk with God. The dams are above the old Mendocino State hospital my dad used to work at. My other father in heaven had me sit at the table on the dam holding the big deep water, or word of God. The person who drowned in the same lake, was symbolic of me dying in the word of God. This is proof that they know all very remote facts. I had thought about that drowning once, maybe a few weeks or a month ago.
The old furniture and pianos.(My dad had three pianos. Meant I was playing my Dad's instrument. Three means purpose, or communion.) There was a scene a while back of pianos under the floor in my Dad's library. I missed the meaning of that then, but now think it means my Dad's pianos are playing in the other dimension.)

Another fact I later realized, was that after sitting at the table, (in the major walk with God at the beginning of the book,) when we walked over to the church, and then out to the fields, there was a old abandoned building on the left. This building reminded me of the old abandoned girl's gym at my old high school. The church was in the same area where the cafeteria was. It was the same layout, with the corridor between the two. This has a symbolic sense, just like the pyramid was the dam holding water in the last riddle.
In the same way, the cafeteria of my old school was the church, and meant spiritual food. Being a bride of the church, one would pass by the shell of the old girl's gym, which was the life left behind. Both of these riddles go way back to the beginning, and is proof that they knew everything before they even began speaking to me. It took a long time to realize the connections.
The other fact I wanted to recall, was that before the very first walk with God, I recall a vague dream of getting off a ski lift gondola at the top of the mountain, at the upper lodge restaurant. This is like when I went skiing in Squaw Valley. They used the same setting to begin my walk. The idea of spiritual food being up high in the mountain is the upper restaurant in Squaw Valley.

WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF DEATH
Two metal car rims are scraping, sparking, rolling across the pavement in a X, cross paths, then smashed into each other, clanging hands like partners on a mission, kept rolling, and then smashing into a store front glass red Marlboro sign, that said: "We love you" on it, in the same red and white logo style. (Saw on TV yesterday, that the Marlboro cigarette ad's were removed from sporting events in view of the camera. Also saw a police chase, where they shot the tires out of a runaway bad guy who wouldn't stop, and sparks were flying as the guy kept driving on the rim.) This means to stop the bad advertising. Black lungs and burning red means unseen power and sacrifice. That is what smoking will do.
A dream of leaving a store with some disabled people, and was mentioned the packaging didn't look good. One was oatmeal with a faded dusty old circular top, that looked like it had been on the shelf for a few years. Were some other items in plain drab wrappings, but was really good inside. Had a rotten potato that I threw. There were burning fires all around on both sides up on the hill like dams, as we were all so calm walking along in a group down the valley, and some people being pushed in wheelchairs. (This was like the Bible story that says: "I will fear no evil, as we walk through the valley of death, for thy rod and thy staff shall comfort thee.)
There was an airplane battle going on overhead, and exchanging fire. One star ship Enterprise type open windowed carousel circular vehicle with airplane attachment, was hit by fire, and lit up with flashing red blasts inside! It was starting to crash, and I was the only one who panicked and ran with a fear, that I knew the guy was out to try to crash on me! Then realized I was tricked or just paranoid. Everyone else was calm. Then saw the flying vehicle loose an axle in a swoop along the ground, and crash in a slow motion tangle. I watched the pilot's section, and was hoping he didn't die. He might have lived.
(This was one of those very real dreams that are just so real during and after you awake. You just say "wow." The bird in the silver spiral cage was another super real dream. Also the floating blue head dream. There are three levels of intensity of dreams that they can give. The high level is maybe even more real then real life.)
Saw a vision of the cartoon running rabbit, (like the one seen on the collage ad board near the library. It was about a course in animation.) Then a vision of the same rascally wabbit ran in a room and was putting its hands on the glass window trying to get out? This was vague, but the rabbit was similar to the one that likes the girl in that movie, "Roger Rabbit." (The rabbit likes girls, but can't get out of its hang-up about women, like the laughing librarians he can't stand. This is maybe what it means, and is like me.)
The old green? or red couch chair in the dry grass field on the right side of the road. (The square sofa was like the free one I saw. Means I sat on the cross in a land that was dry of God's word.

FISHERS OF MEN June 21,95
Pile of aluminum cans at the right angle corner, over downed gate on road to Sweelys dam. This means, silver (reflective) color has knocked the gate at the corner down. Much deep water is at end of road. Had been collecting cans a lot recently, and saw that gate laying there just the other day, thinking that someone drove over it. (I later found out that each flattened silver circle can was a dream saved.)
Image of the silver mirror like the cube on end, and two hooks to hang cloths. ( Figure 76.) There was another image a while back of the old lady with the stone cube standing on it's corner in her right hand. (June 18,95.)
Image of walking on slippery mud.
Saw a dog coming toward me, like dogs I read about in the fairy book.
Saw a big red splotch. Maybe means sacrifice. Later that day, had a encounter with the same barking dog of my Mom's, that I grabbed by the scruff of the neck and threw out of the house. It was snapping and peeing all over the floor.
June 22,95
Last night before falling asleep, saw a vision of my blue coat. The same plaid coat of the earlier flapping wings of the big blue heron bird image. Once before, that was the heron on top of the big oak tree. Three times now the heron has been seen. I realized it meant the coat was the heron's wings, and the square plaid design must have meaning. Sacrifice. Three is purpose, and four is purpose fulfilled. The two wings are church, and four is the cross hatch plaid. Blue as in heron, sky, or water, and also industry. After the blue coat vision, saw a image of a person standing on a small floating square boat, like a Egyptian reed boat. He had a pole for pushing, and was seen behind the rushes, like the heron was stalking fish in a semi-concealed area on the lake shore. This meant I was the blue heron, and a fisher, as in fishers of men. Had been thinking of working on typing the book earlier. That blue coat is the same one I used when working at the store as a box boy.
Next morning, saw an image of three luminous spots in the shape of a triangle, and then saw the inside of a cube's corner, in the background. (A sliced corner of a cube.) The bright spots aligned on the three lines, with the corner of the cube seen in the center, where the lines met. Then I recalled that I saw the luminous spots in a triangle early last night, but then with out faint brown lines of the cubes corner behind. ( Figure 77.) After the three spots with the cube's corner behind it vision, there is a short vision of a person getting up from bed.
I was still so tired from reading "The Encyclopedia of Fairies" late last night. (• Note 20.) Then saw an image of a big dried flying bug's body on the long edge of a book, like a book marker sticking out. This meant all my energy was taken from reading, (like the big bug I noticed last night, hanging in the spider web above my bed. It was caught in the web, and the spider had sapped all the energy from its body.)
The three bright spot's touching each line of the cubes corner is the trinity, and the tip of the corner in the center is four or the place of sacrifice, the cornerstone, or where two worlds meet. Like the three dream images of the blue heron, over a period of time, and then later the image of just the plaid criss-cross blue coat, this is similar. There was one bird, two wings, three bird scenes in total, and the blue plaid coat, four, shows a cross, that is to sacrifice for others. At the end of the blue heron images, was the person on a boat with a rod, and stalking fish like the heron. Five is the rod of power on the square (cross) base, and is now the fisher of men.
In the bright spot's images, there is one, as in one night it all happened, or one idea. Two as in two images of the three bright spots. (Once early in the night with the spots alone, and the second time with the cube behind later in the morning.) Three as in the three bright silver spots. Four when the cubes sliced corners tip was seen behind the three spots the second time, giving a total of four points. Three faint brown lines showed the light on each running edge coming to the corner of the stone,(communion) and four is the point, or cross where you die at the tip of the cornerstone, and is where the two worlds meet.
The vision of a person getting up from bed, is me rising from the dead maybe? The dead big bug caught, in the book, is like the stalking heron, except it was caught itself by the spiders web, (God's mysteries) that was the fairy book, UFO books etc., and had me dead tired. In some of these riddles, I have discovered more pieces while typing these notes.
(People have seen three lights in a perfect triangle flying over cities more then once, and this is exactly the same idea. This is in many UFO books. The triangle trinity is communion.)

TWO PILLARS OF FIRE June 23,95
A sexual dream of a girl I was next to in bed. Didn't think she wanted me at first, but then she did and I was excited. Then I used my mouth in her sexual area like eating, and had hands grabbing both breasts. She screamed like I hurt her, and scared me. This scene was in my parent's room on their bed. (Means food and sex are tied together. A problem in one area, leads to another. Frightening signals that overlap, give the wrong impression on reality, and anger and guilt are born.)
June 24,95
Twice awoke in a dream saying "I've been abducted." There was a fairly long time of sleep between. (The day before I was wondering if they really used me for breeding, or only made me think that to just tell others, and was worried it wasn't true.)
June 25,95
Earlier a dream of cleaning teeth.
Cooking the dirty cloths in a fire, and hoping no one would see the shabby tin walls of the shed, but thought I was hidden well enough. Sparks caught the dry grass on fire outside, and billows of bright red sparks were gusting some. It was dark, and people are now gathering around some burning grass circles in the night with sparks blowing. I went back in the shed to stir the one dirty shirt in the fire, because it might burn. It was burned clean looking like white ash metal in a fire, and I turned it as a solid object. (See May 19,95) (I had found a really stained greasy shirt yesterday, and had planned to wash and save it.)
I ran back outside, and saw some burning fire circles now had spiral pillars of bright red sparks trying to form, like a barber's pole whirlwind, but only one red spiraling band seen in the darkness of the night, and red sparks flying everywhere like fireflies. There were people all around, and a panic in the air, but only in me. Everyone else was curious and calm, walking around slowly. Then some burning circles were forming down by the road. Two heavy spiral pillars of red on black formed, and then turned solid red of pure spinning glowing sparks, like perfect pillars as thick as if you could wrap your arms around half of it! The two pillars were real big solid red sparks, and towered out of the picture, and big crowds of people were all around. This was a vivid dream. One of the very real type of number three intensity. You awake as though you just came from another world. (This is similar to the whooshing spinning tunnel feeling they made me feel once.)

THE TREASURE KETTLE
A little later an image of: I pulled from the dark cast iron kettle, a partly melted on the mane, golden lion's head ring with a capital "M" on top, and then heard the word "corruption" like a thought in my head. ( Figure 78.) It was a old five gallon cast iron pot like mine, that has a broken fire heated white rock in it from the fire earlier, and is full of water. This rock was not seen in the image. (I had read of fairy treasure yesterday, and how it's buried in a pot.)
Stepped over a border of small white flowers, that lit up when I crossed them, and I went into a big shiny blue floored room. I told Tony, "You ought to live in here, it's so big." I saw in there, through the big window, a wood stove in the other small empty room. That was the only item there all by itself. By the door, Tony sat in a purple dentist chair that raised up and spun around in circles, then it looked like a big tooth that swung to and fro with a fast magnetic strobe type wobble. (This is a recurring theme, dealing with harmonic convergence.) By the door only, was also a TV, and a bench was shaped like a reverse copy of a persons back. (See Jan. 5,95) There was also a book on a small table.
Later a dream of riding in a 1930's car and playing an old guitar of 1932 vintage.
Earlier was a dream of the girl who used to live on the hill, and she said to come up and visit. She looked a little older, but so did I.
Smoking a hit of pot and holding my breath. Then seeing me wreck on a bicycle track. Then saw a big knife.
Saw the crooked scene focus on, straighten up and zoom in on a sack of fruit like oranges or apples. (Means to eat what is good.)
Saw the black and white cat stick its head out from under the trailer door, on the right. It was in a stalking cautious mood. (Means it's not just a fraidy cat, but a killer cat.)
Saw an image of a book that said "The secrets of the fairies," or something similar like "The fairies secrets." Was worried that they (aliens) didn't like me writing some things, and was upset, and didn't know what to do. The book I read on fairies had talked a lot of how fairies don't like to reveal secrets, or to be spied on.
A image of me fighting.
Saw a hairy mouth with a worm in it. This really scared me at first, because the mouth had no teeth, and the worm was in there twisting some. (Maybe means to clean up some of my writing hygiene, or shave my face?)
The next day's evening, I read in the fairy book, that the worm is the dragon. (Psychic dream.) It took me a week before I thought it meant it was like a woman's sex area, and the worm was the dragon guarding the treasure. Thought at first it was the mouth of a shaggy bogie beast as spoken of in the fairy book so many times. There are many strange shaggy black creatures and dogs. Black being a unseen force, and the worm being death, that is the only foe you have to face before being allowed to the treasure. Like death, life is a similar treasure, and you have to slay the dragon that guards the woman. You could say that the bride of the church's mouth will give birth to the treasure, but one must face the dragon and die. One has to use the sword or rod of power, and slay the worm. The word is the sword of the spirit, and death is a place where the worm dies not. Does it mean to eat and have sex, get treasure and die? Like my fear of women, maybe it's related. The part about cleaning my teeth, and the other dream of the dentist chair, must mean to clean the story or my life up. Maybe it means to integrate, chew and digest the message.
Saw the wooden clips like clothes pins on top of my water jug. This was the last image. Means to put the notes in the collection of writing.
Heard a "buzz" in my ears, when hearing about the worm meaning "death" on the radio later the next day. That's when I figured out, the tooth is me taking hold of the subject. The lion is a killer, and the word "corruption" when you get the treasure.
I had put a small stick in the cast iron pot the day before, so in case a lizard fell in, it wouldn't drown. The treasure pot is also near the rock path that leads to the spiral house foundation, but is maybe just by chance. This was a very complex riddle that took a while to figure out.
The fact that they know what I will be thinking in the future, it gives them a way to see what my misunderstanding will be, and so they can know what clues to give to correct me. This is one of the biggest mysteries.

THE BABY MOUNTAIN LIZARD June 26 or 27,95
On the radio the song: "And wipe my weeping eyes." An image of a yellow onion plant with green stem, laying in a driveway, like it could get run over. (Some of my onion plants have fallen over before they grew up all the way.)
A dream of finding a two piece ring for the finger. Thought I lost it somewhere. The ring was a strange modern art shape of two sections that fit together. One piece was still warm, because it just came out of the fire and was cooling, and in the circle on top was a ash tray. ( Figure 79.)
In a dream, I called up a person: "Lionell," (not his real name,) who drank a lot.
Later saw two mushrooms and turned them over. They were "Red bleeders" but were the sponge type, like a Steinpilz, (Boletus) and oblong in the shape of kidneys, or livers, and not the gills of true red bleeders (Lactarius Deliciosus) that bleed red when crushed. (This meant his liver was bleeding from excess alcohol.)
Later saw an image, and then heard: "synchronicity" like a thought. The image was of two spirals connected, each swirling in a opposite direction, and facing away from each other, just like a Celtic symbol.( Figure 80.)
Later awoke in a vision of a square with a small square at each corner. ( Figure 81.) Then saw handwriting on it, and I knew it meant to write down the message for others. These old designs must hold a clue to the dynamics of physics.
A vague dream of an ash tray shaped like four swirling circles, and with a slightly bigger one in the center that was the ash tray. All the swirl spirals connected with tails that were the opposite of the one across from it. somehow the center one was tied in to the others. ( Figure 82.) I said "I won't remember that one," because it had to do with smoking, but remembered it later, and when it was seen.
Later the next day, I was moving some tin and found a baby mountain lizard that had been squashed somehow, from objects thrown on the tin earlier. This was one of the long thin lizards that look like a dragon. It was curled in a similar spiral shape as in the dream the night before. (psychic dream) I knew it meant that the dragon guarded the treasure that was the fairies secret, and would bring corruption. Maybe I'm the dragon, and the baby that died. The ancient symbol is a clue to how the two dimensions operate in quantum physics.
"Lionell," was the boy covered totally with hair, in the book "Very Special People." (• Note 21.) His face even had a total covering of fine hair. This relates to the black haired mouth, and bogie beast of the fairy book, and also "black" as in unseen power or killer lion. The slightly melted warped on one side, lion's curly mane (left I think), gold lion's head ring with an "M" on it, (Mark stands for "hammer") is my name, as I am tapping on the keyboard writing this. I had been drinking last week like the guy in the dream: "Lionell," who was a drunk: but I stopped again. I also have not smoked any more. The idea of drinking too much and bleeding, ties in to drinking too much of God's word, and bleeding. There are so many facts that tie in, it gets very confusing, and you don't want to see false meanings.