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Part 12
NUNSENCE
The thought "nunsence" was heard while half asleep this morning.
Image of the old car with orange light like a small button, in the center of the dash. (Oct. 11,94) is similar.
While riding bicycle, and thinking about the girl I had spoken to about my contact with aliens, and what she might have thought about my life, the thought "Segourny Weaver" came right then. That is the lady detective on in the movie "Murder She Wrote." Is actually Angela Lansbury, but I thought it was Segourny Weaver at the time.
The thought "rib eye" when thinking of the preacher's tax exempt status, while riding bicycle back from town. I also avoid paying taxes by living in a trailer.
Dec. 8,95
The John Deere "track" tractor on a picture on a billboard and the deer standing there in the walnut orchard. The tractor on the billboard was pure green, and near it was said "800."
Cleaning Jim's fancy car, and putting peanut butter on the gas cap and talking of being anal.
Seeing a bag of walnuts for sale on the same billboard sign.
Seeing the big bull snake hiding in the rocks, and was glad it would keep the rattlesnakes away.
After seeing the green John Deere tractor connected with the idea of wealth, as in plowing and growing, or gathering walnuts, it now seems that the color green is related to wealth. In the past I thought it meant calmness, and also death.
While thinking about the preacher at the local church and if he had heard of other preachers in town talking about the guy who goes to all churches preaching aliens are from God, I right then heard a "beep."
While in the college library, a thought connected with a dream from last night. This is proof that they will sometimes give psychic dreams to thoughts you later have. The content of the thought also follows the psychic rule of, "it is something that will take place in the future."
Dec. 9,95
A few days ago, on Dec. 5, saw an image of the tracking ball on the computer was out, and a small square was in the hole that needed to be cleaned or fixed. I had a problem with the tracking ball not being able to make the little pointing arrow move right, and had to push harder on the ball. I also had a problem with my eyes hurting. This image ties the two together. My eyes are actually having the very same problem, and even work similar. It took me a few days to see the meaning of this image, and I almost didn't even write it down. The small square means "sacrifice or suffering."
Awhile back, an image of "the Secrete Valley" came, after thinking about the hidden secrets people don't know about.
The blue towel image a few days ago relates to "blue being industrious," like a welders arc.
Dec.10,95
Was talking to a friend yesterday. He said "What do they want; why are they here?" I tried to explain that they've always been watching us.
I have been having old images pop in my head recently, but they are random and not connected to a previous thought, like before. Also, the dreams are jumbled, and way too complicated to try to explain. This is because I'm trying to finish the book, and have too much to write. They know this.
Was thinking that they haven't been speaking as much, as I sat typing late last night, and then the word "together" synchronized "exactly," while typing, and on the radio.
IN TWO WORLDS
A frog's face has been seen by a few contactees. The riddle is that a frog is amphibious, and can be in two worlds.
When I talked with Jeeze early on, I said "Yea yea," and "no no." This is the same way the Bible says that you should talk to the lord. Somewhere in Jeremiah it says "Your words are to be no more then this, otherwise you will be a smart aleck and will only look like a fool." Sometimes I told the spirit my problems, but never did I act arrogant or try to get smart, except the one time when I was tricked, and I said "OK, we're even." After that Jeeze became very mad, and the thunder boomed, and the wind shook my trailer. Somehow I felt I was tricked into saying that. They can do that.
Dec.11,95
Was thinking the world is so competitive. Saw an image of red lollipop laying in a road at a greasy looking well used corner of an intersection. (While typing this very part, on Feb. 4, 96, the image of a very remote intersection of three roads meeting in a "T" by a river way up the in a isolated valley in the north, just popped into my mind. The right fork leads east, towards Hearst, and Eden Valley, the left comes from Willits. This could mean that "in the world of preaching about aliens, the competition is very remote." What else could this mean?)
Was thinking of the many new UFO books, now flooding the market, that I saw at the bookstore. "Log jam," and "toe jam" was thought then.
Was thinking about how the spirit speaks, and how Swedenborg explained it. "Interface" was thought right then.
It was storming and flooding outside, and I was worried. I saw an image of my pee pot sitting out in the storm. Means bad water.
Image of my electric wire crossing the creek and my trailer falling off the jack. I worried about these things, but it was OK.
THE SERPENT PEOPLE
One reason they might be called "The Serpent People," is because they speak with a "SSSSSSS" in the ear sometimes when confirming your thought. This is similar to the "beep," but is like rushing water, only quiet, like the sound of a very cold morning where the ice seems to have that high pitch tinkling effect. This could also sound like hot metal being annealed in a water bath but with even a higher sound. Maybe the scream of a butterfly or some insect's voice or body noise is similar. It is a sound like a cricket, but even higher, to the point of being out of the human's hearing range. This sound is like the violet light, that is right on the edge of being visible in our seeing spectrum.
In a dream I was being kissed by girl and a boy at once, and wasn't sure which.
In a car at the park entrance with the lady sleeping in the toll booth, and the tire spikes on the ground, meaning you can go out, but not in. We were headed out.
The face like me became a killer mountain lion during the wind storm.
Dec. 12,95
Girl dancing, shaking hips.
A girl eating piece of cake.
A screw driver in penis spinning. These images must relate to being on stage, and being the bride of the church, and eating the wedding cake or word of God, and then impregnating the world with the message given.
Seeing a woman's legs from underwater, and looking up. This is like the "Chanel Number Five" commercial, where there is an airplane flying overhead. The theme song goes "Come with me to the sea, the sea of love; I want to tell you just how much I love you; Do you remember when we first met?, it was then I knew you were my pet; I want to tell you just how much I love you." (I actually heard this song the next day on the radio. The words of the song even fit the psychic connection, of "Do you remember when we first met?" I am the bride of the church.)
Before waking, an image of the graveyard in "West Port," and a scene of a baby's head from the back looking out over it toward the sea. I saw this on the morning when I heard "Do you remember when we met?, it was then I knew you were my pet; I want to tell you just how much I love you." This ties into when we first met, and I was just a baby and became dead in my love for them. I even checked out that graveyard, a few years ago after they had come back. I was going through a stage of searching for that lost love feeling. The big ocean's water was them.
Later that day I read in the "Watchers" page 348,"(• Note 36) about the big shadow of a bird that flew over and transformed the crystal spheres. The lady "Betty" was the shadow of that bird. There is symbolism in this scene that connects to the Chanel Number Five commercial, where the big airplanes passes over, and the shadow touches the people from overhead, just as the guy and girl meet at the pool-side. God is the man that comes out of the water and meets the girl. Maby I am now even the guy, or even the airplane's shadow.
Image of the poop wiped off graffiti on bridge side near corner. I saw the graffiti there the day before.
Image of "Pope John Paul" behind a thick plate of bullet proof glass in his special car's room, that he rides in, past the crowds. The thought "one time," came right after seeing that.
"Pressure cooker," and "gray area," are two thoughts I heard when they were speaking to me during the day. One had to do with my angry feelings, and the other about people's habits that effect others in a round about way.
While reading the last chapter of "The Watchers" by Raymond E. Fowler, the word honestly, and honesty synchronized on the radio. The sentence in the book went on to say "I have honestly endeavored not to let my background influence either conscious testimony or recalled memories. The radio played: "Honesty is such a lonely word, everyone is so untrue; Honesty is hardly ever heard, and mostly what I need from you;" by Barry Manilo. The word "honesty" matched, in this song.
Two days later after the lion image, I saw the mountain lion on TV. It was a stuffed cat on the back of a author or playwright. This was another psychic connection dream spanning two days.
The word "change" synchronized, when reading "The Watchers."
LIGHTENING FLASH
Saw lighting flash by my trailer window when I was outside during the storm, after wind had torn tin away and I had just thought about lightning.
Saw white lightning flash when doing sheet rock, right after I had a wanting-to-strike-out feeling once. I saw this again the next day when inside the house. They can actually make you see a flash of bright white light out of the corner of the eye. They are letting me know that this feeling is only a side effect of being visited by them and to not feel guilty. I can now realize where this hitting feeling comes from.
Since they can see three or more days ahead, they will make a special effect for a troubled part of your life that can teach you what the troubling feelings are related to.
Saw the purple demon's head with horns when I thought of the UFO writing on the internet.
Saw the stencil design with the five sided star, "green on yellow," and the thought that it was the paint around the letters that made it show. It wouldn't go away until the surrounding paint wore off.
Saw Teddy Roosevelt's big teeth and face.
Saw the guy with glasses and I wasn't sure who he was. I met the guy, the next day when sheet rocking. He was putting insulation in. He was actually the same character of the guy I saw the night before. I was "gung ho," preaching about the aliens to him, and told him to listen to the "Dreamland" radio show. I was like Teddy Roosevelt, and had the same energy and was a founding father figure in the stone. That was the riddle that I later realized. The psychic connection came true.
There is a commercial on TV about toothpaste and a deep clean showing Teddy Roosevelt's face and teeth on the rock, being sprayed with water. This is where the idea came from, and could also be related, but not necessarily. The symbols do fit though, considering the idea of water used for cleaning, and a leader being immortalized in rock.
Dec. 14,95
A dream of doing a slow wheelie on a motorcycle in a complete tight circle twice, and a red flower pointed up in the center, connected to the front fender. I read the last chapter of Whitley Striebers "Majestic" book, (• Note 37) the next day. He spoke of flower designs on crashed UFO parts, and the symbolism of this as meaning, "When a flower is offered, take it."
ADOBE MISSION
Image of walking the long white wall of Adobe Mission near Petaluma. I saw the wall that bowed. Couldn't figure it out.
Then saw a sack of potatoes. One was tossed in the creek. This must mean there is too much material just like I bought too many potatoes. The missions walls were bowing. I hadn't been there for a few years. It is so amazing how they can fish out long ago facts and use that in the riddle. I recall when I walked the upper walkway around the mission, and saw the long wall that was actually built with a bow in it. The idea that there is too much material in the church is just like this story, and fits the riddle. I have been worrying about that.
Dreams are becoming very abstract. Over the last week or so, while awake, the remote long ago images that sometimes flash into my mind don't connect to a previous present thought in a riddle anymore. Maybe in a very abstract way, but it seems they don't have meaning like before. This must be a way of phasing out this way of speaking, and was also a way of phasing in, before I realized this way of speaking.
Sometimes I speak to Jeeze, and say "Now we're really glad," in a child like voice, or "Now we're really warm," when hiding under the covers on a cold night. It's like they're always there, and sometimes I say "Yippee!", and look up with excitement. I become just like a little kid again, thinking I'm with them.
Dec. 16,95
Had a long ago recalled image of me walking by a river near a fence by my old girl friend's house in Ukiah. Later that day I was sheet rocking at Blue lakes. During lunch I walked down an access road near the river toward the lake, and then recalled the long ago recalled image from that morning. They are now actually taking very distant actual scene parts of my life that are similar to events in the future, and giving psychic clue image dreams. This is a whole new twist, and shows that many ways of speaking are possible. This is a new one.
There were a few dreams last night that were so off the wall, so complex and hard to explain, but were related to what I had been thinking about the night before. They can teach what makes you tick, and how it is passed down from earlier generations. Any possible odd very real dream can be created. Anything one can imagine. A virtual world of reality with characters that can even be a mix of personalities of two people, that are related in a similar way. I used to think every dream was so special, and now find that the possibilities are endless. Some of it is impossible to describe, because it is made up of fragments of personal parts of my life that connect in a very abstract way. When they put the dream machine in very abstract mode, it is so very complex.
A dream of a vortex tube that sucked a blue towel into a glass beaker and spit it out the bottom. The towel was now warm with hot air, and had a six tailed kite end. I stuffed three back in, and it sucked them in like a garbage disposal, and blasted them out the bottom hot.
Pulled a fork out of the toilet water and washed it off.
A finicky grandmother like my Dads Mom, with a heel on her boot like my Dad's shoes, was washing records at the sink, and I came in. She wanted me to put my boots outside because of the dirt. I wanted to leave right then, but felt guilty for not spending any time with her. Then I heard a baby crying on and on, and it was me. This is happening when half awake. The grandmother doesn't care, and just lets it cry. I have that angry feeling now, the one that always bothers me, and I want to strike out. I thought it was being angry at Jeeze, but it is just being angry at being left alone. Some people raised kids like that in the old days. They let them cry until they couldn't cry anymore and that creates an anger and hatred. My Dads Mom must of been that way. When one can understand why people are mad one can forgive and have pity on them. It is passed on to the next generation. Also, the constant worry about dirt, or constant ridicule that has developed into hatred is hard to get over, and one can forgive by respecting oneself. If you can see past peoples' faults even when they turn against you, you will be free, and cannot be hurt. They have taught me to have pity on people. It is better then getting caught up in it because it feeds off itself. Bad feeling people keep the cycle going. Low mentality like mine can be increased by insight from the aliens.
They (aliens) can drag you out of a rut and make you a better person. It is easy to be a critic and this shows weakness. The Christ syndrome is an outlet for people who need a savior to point a finger at calling him nuts or on a ego trip or whatever. It's easy to hate if one has anger. I can hate many people and greedy actions because I am greedy also. I hate people that are like me the most. One can end up hating and see evil intent everywhere. That is because they are angry to begin with. This is not true if one is happy. Then one is happy at seeing his brother happy.
RED LINE Dec. 17,95
Last night at 5 AM after typing, I looked at my left index finger and thought it was sore from sheet rocking. I had been up 24 hours straight. Right then while looking at my index finger a sound like radio static entered my head and I knew it was them. They meant "Yes, you used the rod of power." (Nov. 6, 94 is one example of this.)
Image of green leaves draped over garden. Had gut problems from too much cabbage, or from the small bugs on the cabbage.
Awoke in the night with an erection, and needed to go pee. Then an image of, my penis was a pencil that was writing a Spanish woman's name on the bridge down by the bend in the river, that the graffiti was painted on. Later in the morning the song "Rock steady, all night long, rock steady till the light of dawn; Slow and easy tried and true, rock steady baby me and you." The song is by Bonnie Raitt and either Brian Adams, or Bruce Springsteen. This means that the aliens speak to me this way. I was a little embarrassed and almost didn't write it down.
Later the next night I had the thought "Lay off," like I didn't want them to speak anymore. I knew it wasn't me feeling this way, and said "No no, that wasn't me, and felt guilty. They will do this sometimes, to make you feel like they think you don't want them to speak anymore, but it's not true, and it just makes me feel guilty.
Also, the other evening, when I finally got the check from the guy buying my "lot" in Lake County, the song "I promised you that, promised you that, you'll be blessed," by Elton John, started singing in my head. I knew it was them speaking again. They will start a song that exactly fits the situation. I had been worried the guy wouldn't finish paying the lot off, and he kept promising me. This same song reminds me of the blessing the aliens have given me. The song goes "I picked a star from the sky, pulled a name from my hat." I feel like that rare star.
Dec. 18,95
When driving my bicycle over a small bridge this evening, I jumped up a little so as to make the bike lighter when crossing the seam in the bridge, where it meets the road banks so as not to crush the thin tires too much. A little after that, the thought "red line" came. This might mean that where the bridge crosses the river, or God's word, there is a red line where you either bump into and bleed, or have to stop. Whatever.
Dec. 19, 95
The thought "Soul searching."
THE ROTTEN LOG Dec. 20,95
Saw an image of a rotten log one morning. It was laying on the road, and I seemed to be on my motorcycle with bad brakes. Three days later, I was at a friends house smoking pot in the woods, and looked up, and saw the same big log rotting right in front of me. Then I recalled, and it was shocking, that they saw that such a long time before. I puzzled over the meaning of that earlier and thought it meant to not be driving without a front brake. This was also true.
Heard "Family Radio" speaking on the air in a dream. It has been off the air for a few weeks now because of transformer problems or whatever. I tuned it in, but it wasn't on. Two days later, it came back on the air. They actually told me it was coming back on, and it did. I kept checking, because I had the feeling it was going to happen, and it finally did.
Trying to put a big log in a small stove.
Dec. 21,95
Was walking back at 7 in the morning, and just when entering my gate, the thought "Methuselah." Before hearing that, I had just observed the old rotten fallen tree, across the road, that was blown down in the recent big wind storm, that knocked out electricity to 700,000 all over the state.
THE MACHINE IS TOO BIG Dec. 22,95
"The machine is too big, you can't handle it." I think this was a thought, but I forgot what it related to.
Dec. 23,95
Spend your money on someone. Maby this was a thought.
An image of a heavy wind and then dark clouds rushing east.
A walnut. A stale walnut cracked open.
A recessed light fixture.
Too much cabbage is poison.
A star in the east. Means to bring the news to them.
The night I was leaving a friend's house and I saw Venus wink out at me. It actually seemed to blink out and back on again. This was the day I lied and smoked pot.
A while back I saw a sign on the way to Blue lake that started with an "H" and said Hazard or something. Right when I saw it the thought "hematoma" came. I had a bad pain in the lower intestine all that day. It has happened a few times where I will read a sign, and will not fully read it, but only glance. Right then a thought will come that is similar in spelling from the first letter only but with a totally different meaning. The meaning relates to me when the word is reflected back on. This is a new way of speaking, and is rare. "Wounded" was seen and heard on a similar signs word.
When watching "lotto" on TV, I tried to guess the number of the first ball before it rolled down. The number 18 came to mind. Guess what it was? It was 18! I have tried this again, but it won't work again. That one time was so amazing and I know they could have done that, considering what they can do.
Dec. 24,95
Wanted to watch "Weird TV" at 2 AM, but fell asleep at 1 AM, I was so tired. Awoke at a little after 2 AM, by a slight "clang" noise, and Weird TV was just on the air. They knew I wanted to watch it, and awoke me. Weird TV shows live UFO footage of odd moving lights in the sky every week.
That morning I saw mice droppings where mice were hanging out and eating my figs at night. I was observing this, and the thought "Glady's Night and the Pips" came right then.
Earlier that morning I was thinking of getting the computer again to finish arranging the book. The thought "Penman's abstractions" came right then. I saw that book a week ago up at the big house at night.
While driving bike saw a mess of garbage someone threw on the roadside. The white plastic bags were now all spread out and flattened after some animal had dug through it. The thought "sperm bank" came as I passed.
Dec. 25,95
Image of "two girls died" and I saw a yellow car. Later the next day, I found a newspaper on the side of the road, in the same area as the image. In it I read of a girl my age who had died of cancer. She used to sit behind me in grade school. Another older lady also died, the paper said.
An image of six tomatoes. Six is the number of man.
Later that day while walking in the river on some big rocks. "doormat" was thought. Couldn't figure that out until that evening when I realized I had been standing on a big boulder in the rapids then.
The wall still squeaks off and on in the evening and this happens sometimes when thinking about them.
EIGHT BANANAS Dec. 27,95
Image of eight bananas on the computer keyboard. Thought it meant my story was too long.
Eight golden apples on my woodpile for the fire of my small stove, used while I typed last night. Must mean it is good. (I had reviewed the part about the eight bananas they took, while typing last night.)
An octopus arm is grabbing my arm. Someone is kissing me. Some are very abstract images and thoughts. They can speak in such a disjointed way it is impossible to explain. This helps to make the story shorter; otherwise this could go on forever, and I'm trying so hard to edit and finish the book.
Heard Mike Tyson's calm voice. The thought "Billy Ray Seals," relating to Sugar Ray Seals the champion boxer. Sugar Ray Leonard took his name after him.
Dec. 30,95
Image of two paragraphs of writing. I had been typing and editing all night every night, hoping I did it right.
Jan. 1, 96
Dream of a small bird in the road at the corner, where the Corvette shark car came from behind. (I had been feeding the birds bread yesterday.) The man in the car thought it was a small rock in the road, and threw a snow ball at it, and then encased it in two cupped hands of snow. Later I awoke, and the song "I've been kissed by a rose from the grave," is playing on the radio.
Image of a stainless silver bowl plugs into the electric cord on the bottom like a hot plate, the same way the lap top computers small transformer box plugs in.
Dream of a black warped melted broken record with white soap suds on it laying in a dump heap by the river. Had the feeling someone was nearby, and I shouldn't be there. I kicked the record into the grass because I feared someone would know I was there. My dead aunt, Fairy God mother is now there, and leads me to the door of a old antique restored 1940's car, saying "Let's go."
A BLACK WOMAN'S SHOE Jan. 3,96
A black woman's high heel shoe full of water. Means to drink of the black powerful mystery of the word of God from the bride of the church, whose foot follows the path.
Jan. 4,96
Image of the big "NO," with the N laying on it's side, and in a black background. There was a little "yes" over in the right upper corner in a bright splotch of light. This meant to not worry about writing everything down.
Dream of a fuzzy orb. I made it move down the grape field with my mind power and new grass was sprouting.
Last night the thought "holy ground," came when just walking over the exact spot in the driveway where the group of seven crows flew over in formation, in the earlier image of
(Dec. 4,95.) I had returned the computer again. That is also the exact same spot where I heard "traumatized" once earlier.
Jan. 5,96
A dream of arguing with the preacher on the radio, about his beliefs on UFO's.
The two small light purple white angel figurines on two strips of darker purple cloth, like a robe's belt or two stripes. I even found a purple cloth robe's belt on the road recently.
Image of a cross on a white marble tombstone, and then a smaller white roll of toilet paper is rolled aside in front of this.
Later they spoke in fragmented thought and image sentences that held the end of thought processes and taught me about myself.
Later the song "I love you for what you are" by Fleetwood Mack? (Is this right?) was singing in my head.
Dream of squeezing silver pus out of a pimple like the full moon that's out now. I told someone to smell it and it smelled good.
While riding bicycle heading back from town, the thought "bloodletting" came. I then looked up and saw pigeons on a wire overhead as I crossed the Calpella bridge. They were directly over the river.
A little further down the road, saw a cylinder shaped black box spliced into the electrical or phone wires, and on a pole overhead. "honey-cut" was thought then.
CLOUDY GLASS ON A DARK ROAD Jan. 8,96
A dream of at a creek and saw a tunnel and I threw a rock in to scare a possible animal out. Then I was on a bridge on the left and saw benches near the railing, to view the river. There were six or seven foot tall, rectangular sheets of cloudy glass, that lined both sides of the road, and had a two foot open spacing between each sheet, where I could see the outer country side more clearly. There was one sheet leaning in my way on the bridge at first, and I thought it might blow over and break. I glanced over at the benches once and then started jogging down the road passing many glass sheets (with partial open spacing in between sheets, like the broken white line in the road, but with not quite as much open space between) lining the road on both sides. I saw the river down past where the hole in the bank was over to my left. Soon I heard water flowing out of the rocks on the right, a little further down the road. It was a little scary, but curiosity excited me, as I ran further and faster around the long bend into a darker area. The glass was actually cloudy and I could only see in between the sheets in the open spaces.
It was like being in the dark woods now and as I ran faster into the darkness my body started feeling the buzzing floating sensation. I didn't want to stop, hoping to see just around the next bend. Soon it (buzzing) became stronger, and I awoke in bed with the floating buzzing.
I even have some "cloudy" big rectangular sheets of glass that are factory "seconds," that I got cheaper. This also reminds me of a time when I was hitchhiking at night, and ended up walking with a scary guy the night of the big avalanche near Garberville. Highway 101 was blocked, and there was no traffic hardly. This was almost twenty years ago. I got a ride with a person in a van who picked up two other hitchhikers, and we just made it past the landslide area at about one in the morning before it came down sometime that night. The driver's old van's generator went out, and the lights got dimmer and dimmer until finally he stopped, and camped out. That is when two of the four of us started walking, and the guy with me was scary. It was about one in the morning and I recall the sound of water splashing out of the hillside as we walked. I said to him, "Isn't it neat being like a bum walking out here in the middle of the night?" He got mad and said "I'm no bum," and said something about his ex wife, but was mostly silent. I just tried to be nice. We split up at the highway "one" intersection. The guy seemed real angry and when I said good-by, he didn't even answer. It was starting to drizzle when I last saw him and he had no umbrella, but I did.
Later I heard that someone who picked up a hitchhiker was held at gun point, and forced to drive way down the coast road. This was on the same morning I last saw him. I knew it could of been that guy I walked with. I was even thinking about this a little before the dream.
This evening while typing and also cooking dinner, I was filling my water jug and the thought "down-sizing" came. This meant I was editing the story. I had to pour some water back right after that because the jug was too full.
PLAYING POOL Jan. 9'96
Was thinking "When I'm done with this book, I can finally finish my trailer project and live in better conditions. Right then "Ivy league" came as a thought.
Heard a "beep" when the word "Horus" was seen while editing.
Yesterday at 7;00 am when I came back from returning the computer, the word "Joshua" came. I knew it meant "Joshua fought the battle of Jerico."
Image of a jock strap with a rock egg in it strapped around my small wood stove.
Dream of I walked into the local bar, saw two friends. Then an image of the top of the pool table and many capitol letters are the balls in the triangle rack. Then the balls are struck with the "white" cue ball, and all the letters move around and fall into the pockets. I have been editing the story every night recently. The color white means virgin or new, like snow.
Met two friends (my brother and Rick) later that day and had two beers only. Also tried to convince them it was true that I am spoken to and am writing a book. I even saw a rock egg at my brother's, just like in the jock strap image.
Awoke, and the thought "merge" came. Meant I was now merging the dream world with the real world.
Jan. 10,96
A graveyard's stones, like the computers disk program symbol.
Laughing eyes on a picture drawing around a saucer's rim.
Was listening to "Peggy Sue," by Buddy Holly, on the radio. Right then an image of a remote small tributary creek popped into my mind. At first I didn't know what to think but then recalled that more then 30 years ago, a girl named Peggy O'Neil used to live in a house on the hill above the small creek. This is proof that they know very remote facts.
They still speak in dreams, but it is way too complex to write. They are still teaching me about myself, using parts of my real life experience.
THE OLD A FRAME HOUSE Jan. 15,96
Visited an old "A" frame house across the road. The house was now very different, compared to my childhood. There was a nice bed, stove, desk, bathroom, and I saw a miniature group of people in the main sunken room. They were all sitting in church pews, facing out the big window to west. This was like a model railroad scene, except bigger, filling most of the small lower room. Out the window was the ocean in the west. The people were about maybe a foot tall, and I thought I recognized some of them, as one man was standing up, and looking at me. This was my house it seemed, and the small church was my group. I asked one normal sized guy who was with me: "Didn't this used to be the old "A" frame house?" He said something, but I thought he was lying.
The idea of the sun setting on the church in the west over the ocean, and all the people looking out the big window that direction, fits the fact that the old word of God is sinking down. The idea of the churches becoming apostate is seen here.
Jan. 16,96
A dream of a garden. The thought "Rosemary's garden in Europe." The thought "Triangle trees" meant the branches were connected on the edges, like the lily pads laying on the water.
Jan. 17,96
Saw the number "117" and thought it meant heaven.
Jan. 19,96
Image of a big turkey running inside down a hollow charred black log. It was a big fire scorched hollow log.
Jan. 20,96
"She's not your "reed" anymore," was thought, when half asleep. Image of a girl dancing to the saxophone jazz music on the radio when I awoke.
Jan. 21'96
A gallon can of white beans three quarters full. Means to eat of the new food from God. Beans were God's food, and poison, in old Celtic myth. This relates to Jack and the bean stalk. I even have a gallon of "white" beans recently opened.
Cloven tracks running on my writing. Means the message is good, to cause a falling away.
A big white aspirin rolling aside on my writing. Means I have a headache from typing too much. This is like the circular stone of the tomb being rolled aside.
SPINNING A CIRCLE Jan. 23, or 24,96
Saw a computer's "copying, reading and writing" caption box, with the dark band showing the progress. Behind this, in the background scene, is the open blue ocean and some mountains in the horizon in a crimson sky. This must mean my story is finally done, because the sun has set.
A dream of, I was driving motorcycle down the old road that leads to the lookout. I was near the bottom of the hill, and the soil was very soft from the recent rain. I then began a big spin out to show off to people at a party at the bottom of the hill. I gunned the motor and went into a slide that ended up spinning in a circle, donut shape. (See June 2,95) I then saw a vision of a circle with writing in it, and the letter "a" was focused upon. Then I saw a silver aluminum pie pan, and a "check" mark was then being checked on it. This must mean I got an "a" for writing the story. It wasn't a capitol "A" though. Maby this is because I still have to redo a few things, and also finish the "note" and "figure" symbols.
The fact that when I was younger we used to spin circles on the mountain lookout top ties into the dream of, now I have come down and spun a circle for the people, in the soft recent rained on (God's word being the water) ground. The silver pie pan ties into the earlier Chardonnay cake image. The silver is reflective and circular means fullness also. I had been asking them the evening before if the story was written well enough.
Image of a piece of liver on a stove, by frying pan. Means the liver of a heavy drinker is fried. I had been with friends the day before who drank to that point, but I avoided that.
Saw some writing in a dream, and when reading the words said "It's going to be rrrough," like a dog barking. Later the next early morning when bringing the computer back I ran into my sister's dog, and it charged out at me, and I tried to kick it again. I was screaming at her, and the whole scene made me mad and upset for three days. Now I totally avoid the place because I have caused all the dogs to turn on me by trying to run them off. They have now run me off because of my hostile actions. It all started with the constant barking and I knew of no other way to make it stop.
FOLDED PINK PAPER Jan. 25,96
Image of a folded pink slip of paper on the creek side washed up on high ground after the flood. (This was the same area where I found the small fish that washed up after the flood, that I fed to the cat.)
Later that night, an image of a eight foot three inch high blond girl being led on stage. I heard the thought of her height. Then a saying about she was offered for Passover and then an image of a door's threshold. The number of inches is 99 and close to the fullness of a hundred. This must be me.
Jan. 26,96
Image of the computer with keyboard on the screen. This riddle was very difficult to see, and I tried so hard to figure it out. Finally I gave up hoping for a further clue. Finally they gave a few images of local churches on corners of the block. Then I finally realized that the letters of the keyboard (or God's word,) were transferred from the one dimension to the other. The riddle was actually related to the right angle shape of the fold up top of the small lap-top book computer.
There is a vision from very early on that was one of the first, before I began the letter writing program. This was of seeing a captain of a boat dressed in a white coat, pants, and boatman's hat. He was standing out on the deck of a fair sized boat, in the background behind a big tall "A" frame white church with steeple. There were maybe two churches because I recall the white wall of another building on the side. Everything was all white. They were saying that I was the captain of the ship that was behind the church.
( Figure 93)
Image of when crossing freeway overpass and the seam of the bridge where pavement meets cement the very right angle corner edge lip is seen. This is like the corner of a book's page folded up slightly.
After this is seen a pie in a silver aluminum pie pan that is tossed to me, and I eat it off the ground where it spilled. Means that when it comes to the river of humanity (cars passing under the freeway) people take things for granted and seem ungrateful, because they are used to having things go their own way, especially in the USA. This same idea of crossing the seam in a bridge has been seen before once, as in when I heard "red line" after crossing the seam of a small bridge over Rattlesnake Creek. (See the chapter titled "Red Line.")
THE BIG WHEEL Jan. 29,96
Image of a three bladed helicopter and then an image of a big modern Airstream trailer. I had read a book at the college library on helicopters the day before this, and the next day at the library, I saw a gathering of Airstream trailer owners in Life magazine. They were all arranged in a big wheel design with all trailers pointing toward the center. The second day, after the dream image of the trailer, I even saw a commercial on TV of a brand new Airstream trailer that was exactly like the image two days earlier.
Saw an image of a white glove on the ground and two days later, found a blue glove outside the bookstore after reading about new age and UFO books. I have white wool gloves. This might mean that they have given me the white virgin glove in my dreams and now I find a blue industrial glove after just leaving the bookstore and studying the UFO subject. This was also a full two day psychic dream, like the Airstream image. Maby this means that it takes a longer time to carry out.
Recalled a dream of walking around a big solid stone flying saucer, and it was like a big white marble gravestone.
The page of music turning.
White beans in a white bathtub. This is like the white beans I opened yesterday. They were under a blanket of water in the can, and also in the white bath tub image. (I have a white tub.)
Water in a white circular dish. They are now using the idea of white and it must mean to eat of and bathe in the new way of thinking. A complete circle means fullness.
The dog sacrifice.
Nine circular small shew-bread in a square.
( Figure 94.)
Means to eat of the flesh that is the sacrifice. The number of objects that fit
symmetrically in a square is 1, 4, 9, 16, 25. The number times itself always fits
perfectly in four sides.FLAMING RED SERPENT MAN
Saw a vague image of a flaming red serpent man.
When outside during the day after thinking about how now I was banned from the ranch because all the dogs turned on me, the thought " In this world and in the next" came. Means that what you do in the past effects your future. Then the thought "the Commonwealth." Meant I was to give for the commonwealth and is also the name used by the "Little People" of Ireland.
The thought "interactive" has came a few times, off and on. This is the method in which they speak. They interact with events in your real life experience.
Awhile back in a half dream state, the thought "anti-missile" was heard, and after that an image of looking through a woman's legs, sex area. This was a riddle I, at first, didn't see.
MANDALA SYMBOL Feb. 1,96
Image of the power pole with three plastic planter cups around it in a circle. They were evenly spaced, and each about four feet away. (I found a black planter cup near a power pole yesterday, and saved it.) Means to be planted and to support the means of communication.
Image of the circular pool with a person, like a girl with dress on, swirling in a dance in the center above it. (There is a fountain pool like this in town, in front of the one county building. A fountain also pours up from the center, and splashes out with a same dancing effect.)
Image of the circular table with a person on it.
The girl was me.
Image of my old grade school in Talmadge, and there are old warped plywood boards over the doors and windows like it is closed down, and obsolete. Water had warped the wood.
An image of me turning the right angle intersection into the college driveway, and I had a red shirt on. (I even found a red shirt in the gutter on the side of the road yesterday. The fact that this was a scene from the past means that in the past I found the red shirt. Red as in blood or sacrifice. As it turned out, I was planning on going to the college library today. This type of psychic connection also shows that I will wear the red shirt in the future.)
There was also an image of me typing on the computer. (As it turned out, I learned things later that day that needed to be written down.)
Later today I went to college and read Carl Jung's autobiography called "Memories Dreams Reflections," (• Note 38.) and discovered much about symbolism, and the fact that he was in contact with spirits, even though it seems he covered up this fact. The "mandala" of the day before, of the helicopters blades, and the Airstream trailer convention parked in the big radiating spokes of a wheel design, were tied into this riddle spanning three days. The three black plastic planter cartons spaced on the ground around the telephone pole, the dancing girl in the circular fountain in front of the county building, and the circular table with a person on it, and finally, the idea that the old school is obsolete, all tie together in the mandala symbol that I discovered in Jung's book today. They knew I would find that book, obviously, because they can see three or more days into the future. Maybe they even directed me in selecting it, for all I know. I also discovered the meaning of the word "manna," which means food from God. There is much more in that book, including the word synchronicity, which he coined, as the word to explain the matching word phenomenon. They (aliens) were actually doing this same wrinkle in time effect to him, but I'm not sure he knew it was from them because he tries to explain it as a product coming from his own unconscious. Maybe he was covering up his true thoughts so not to create a scene. People weren't ready to believe these things back then. I have to read more of that book, but what I've read so far, shows that he was directed by information from the other side. Some of the dreams and visions he had are even similar to dreams I've had. The four sided mandala is like the cross.
The spirits definitely were speaking to him because once he even had spirits give him a form of automatic writing that was a very complex work. This is in the back of the book. In this writing he talks about the split tongues of fire that stand for the number two. This could be related to the tongue of the serpent and is like a vision I had a long time ago about the "ancient astronaut." I also recently had an image of me having a flaming serpent coat on, and the serpent head was a mask on my head, with the serpent's mouth open. (Jan. 29,96) This is the way the Indians take on the character of an animal. The idea of the serpent being the giver of life and death and of fire being the transformer, go together. This fits into the split fire tongue idea, and the ancient astronaut being in touch with the serpent people, that is part of an old myth.
Jung also has a whole chapter titled "The Tower." I haven't read that yet, but it must relate to the rod of power in some way. This might tie into the spinning vortex tunnel that they transport you in.
RED ON WHITE
Saw an image of my typing, in "red" ink on "white" paper, (like my recent notes, using a red pen I found.)
Then saw an image of thicker book shape with the same bright red typing on a white background. This must mean blood is written on virgin soil. White as in new message.
A few days ago was an image of writing, that looked like my story, and then the computers "disk error" caption box, appeared on top of the writing. Later that day, I drank too much, but didn't smoke. I have the willpower over smoking now, but need to be careful with drinking.
Saw the chicken bone image.
Saw a girl that I liked, with a baby carriage. She was outside near the lawn by the winery, and I said "Hi" to her. Later in the dream, she said "Hi Mark," before leaving.
Image of me was just starting to walk up the stairs to the winery office and had a purple cloth tied around my legs. I saw my sister in law, secretary, up there in the office. I slipped the purple cloth off my bare legs, and then heard a "clunk" like a rock hit the wood. I had only a nightgown shirt on at this time.
Then a vision of blood flowing out of the cracks of the road, I thought. At first I wasn't sure, but it looked like my local upper valley, cracked blacktop road. The one I ride bicycle on.
Later saw an image of two cans laying on the office floor, spilled over. Then I realized it meant "I gave birth to the rock that hit the steps, leading to the office of the winery." I ate from the food and am the head of God's winery. When the rock (God's message) fell on the first step, it became a cracked bleeding road. I'm not sure about this. Maybe it means that the bloody road begins on the first step leading to the office.
SILKIES
Heard "many don't want to pay," speaking about income taxes of money made under the table. I had been worried about that, and the fact I had to pay taxes on untaxed money.
The idea of the recent bird leg bone image, and manna (baby being born) must tie into the fact that when the bird eats the manna (God's word) it becomes a sacrifice. I had also eaten some chicken the day before that image when at a friend's house, he cooked some "Silkies." He said to me, "You have to be nice to the Silkies, because we're eating them."
Was feeling really mad this morning and an image of when I visited the graveyard in Willits, just popped into my mind. This meant to die to that feeling and be reborn. I have had a few images of scenes up in Willits having to do with sacrifice. This is because it is a town that's higher up in the mountains than us. I had one image of dumping things in a garbage can behind a certain gas station up there. That is the same town where I had the San Hedrin court house scene. Once later was seen an image of an old barn in Willits. This meant to get back into farming because that was on my mind. I wanted to raise a garden and get back to the higher spiritual meaning of life. Sometimes a depressed feeling overcomes me, and I lose all joy, but later I have everything in the world to live for.
BROADCASTING SEEDS
Speaking into a woman's mouth. The thought "broadcasting seeds."
Image of a glowing hot, red orange fireplace with bars in front like my teeth, and then the word "Mark." (That is my name.) My one tooth is a little crooked, and I knew it was like my teeth even though the spacing was a little wider.
Was riding my bike yesterday, and just when looking at the water in the river the thought "Can I buy you a drink?" This is what my friend Bill had asked me a while back, when he offered to buy a soda, but I had said "Oh no, that's OK."
When walking by the weighing scales for the winery, the thought "tax incentive" came.
Feb. 5,96
A few days ago while half awake, I was thinking of religious propaganda sent to me from Morris Corillo, and then saw an image of a woman in a white bikini, or swim dress, on the same brochure with picture of a crowd of people with hands raised towards heaven. At first I thought it meant to get a girlfriend. Now I think it means to send the message to the church, as if the church is a woman. The white means the innocence or purity (snow) of the present day church, (or the new message) and I am to broadcast my seeds on her. This explains the saying "broadcasting seeds," and seeing me speaking into the woman's mouth. This must mean the woman (Christ) or church will eat the word of the new gospel. This further clue helped me see the meaning of the first clue that I mistook. The principle of getting a girlfriend is the same as converting the churches.
The orange fireplace, like my mouth, is a transformer. This explains the color orange in other scenes, from the orange button on the dashboard of the old car (Dec. 5,95) to the orange light that skittered across the ceiling of my trailer on the very first night before they first made themselves known to me.
When riding back from town, I almost ran into the back of a car on my bicycle, and thought "back-taxes" right then. This means to be honest on my taxes.
Saw a dog getting ready to bark, and thought "co-guardian."
This morning I rubbed my eyes and saw very bright colors of green, red, yellow, blue, and purple. This was unusual.
When riding bike to town, I looked toward the river, where I used to go. The thought "Ishi" came right then. Ishi was the Indian that bridged two worlds. It took only a little time to see the meaning of this, because I knew there was a riddle hidden, and had also read the book "Ishi" a long time ago.
WARRING FACTORS Feb. 6 or 7, 96
While in a dream state something was read to me about all the feelings of hopelessness, going back to childhood. It was slightly misconstrued, but key parts were understood. This helps me understand the feelings I often feel.
A dream I was flying off a hill at first, and weightless, and then settled down. I was holding a tattered book, and an old girlfriend who turned me down was there and asked to see it. On top of the book was a small flat folded package. She helped me open it up and we saw a very small plastic gray model airplane with sets of three machine guns or torpedoes on each wing. There was two small wooden carvings on the airplane's body of a man and a boy with just round heads and mid body's, like a snowman's body, and with open round mouths turned to the side, (their left) as if in shock. There were two other small round wooden heads on the paper to the side, behind, and were as small as a match stick carving. There were also two sets of three pieces of broken pencil lead spaced out in lines, and some vague writing above that said "demons," but spelled wrong. It was spelled in black.
( Figure 95.)Later that morning, after about five minutes, I saw on TV the news story about the airplane crash off the coast of the Dominican Republic, and a hundred and sixty or more people had died in shark infested waters. This explains the demons being set loose and other clues in the riddle.
Early that morning, I also saw an image of a pot hole "cracked area" forming in the road. Later the next day I met an old pot smoking buddy, and then saw the meaning of that image.
Later was riding bike to town to apply for a job, and heard "Mia Farrow," as in the movie actress who's married to Woody Allen. The riddle means "I am fallow," as in a fallow field. There is a slight misspelling, and it is a play on words. This method has been done before.
Went to pick up a beer can on the side of the road, and the thought "lost coast" came. There was foam in the can then.
Heard "Tagamet-HB," the heart burn medicine, when thinking of visiting a friend. I heard this later off and on, when feeling depressed, and then thinking about them (the aliens.)
Saw a young girl, and thought how someday she would find a man. "Hunters point at the peak" was thought right then.
"Warring factors" was thought when I worried about if I could finish the book and also work a new delivery job. I was also worried I couldn't get any exercise sitting in a truck all day. Also heard this when thinking of visiting a friend who drinks and chews tobacco, and knew I'd be tempted. I heard "warring factors" once before when relating to a problem area.
The last two nights I had dreams of smoking, and later each day was tempted by friends, but didn't smoke. I knew they were psychic warning dreams and didn't want to lie again.
A few days ago, a poem about "warbird and feathers" was read to me, but I forgot. This poem was so well done, and was given while half awake. It was so good it would of won a prize.
"Flauvonious" was heard while on the toilet.
ALLIGATORS IN THE WATER HOLE Feb. 8,96
Image of the foaming white frogs eggs (that seemed to be me, because I was in the scene) in the big old "Wards" parking lot south of town. (I was just down that way yesterday applying for a job. That is the poor side of town and many stores are abandoned.)
Then an image of animals running in a panic' stampeding past the one empty storefront window, (similar to the alligators in the pond, that jumped out and made the animals panic, in the National Geographic movie I saw on TV the night before.) They (alligators) were the dragons that owned the water hole, and tried to eat any animals drinking.
The foaming white frogs, fertilizing the eggs, I saw a few days earlier in a book at college. It showed how a group of frogs would whip up a white lather of foam with their legs while hanging in twigs, and then fertilize a mass of frog eggs. (Frogs are amphibious and live in two worlds.)
The "new" egg color of white and dragons, mean the new virgin ideas (eggs) have come forward, and like the dragon in the water pit, (me, in the white foam, in the center of the blacktop parking lot,) it attacks, and animals run in panic. God's word is the water pit, and all animals need it to live.
What is amazing is that I even had a dream "the night before" this dream, of animals running in a panic, back and forth a few times. (The setting was at the bottom of the hill, upstream on the left (God's approaching unconscious side) where one creek, (Rattlesnake Creek) crosses the road and meets at a right angle the main river. The road runs alongside the main river and crosses the smaller Rattlesnake Creek, and leads up the hill to where the sun's first rays strike, coming off the big mountain. This dream was before I saw the alligator movie on TV. This means that people are already in a panic about what is in the water (river.)
Rattlesnake Creek is also where I heard "red line" once after crossing the bump in the bridge seam on my bike. The bridge is "right there" near where the two rivers meet at a right angle.
Right before waking, was a image of, I opened an egg carton, and saw one egg in the bottom right egg nest. The setting of this dream image was just as I came to the top of the little hill on the road when riding bike. This is where the first rays of the sun strike as it rises on the top of God's mountain. I knew about that sacred spot, and the idea that the Indians knew also. At a certain time of the year the sun will rise exactly on the top, and the rate of change over time makes it a form of solar calendar or clock. The same effect is seen with the moon on the same big mountain. That's God's mountain. They (aliens) know everything, and so did show me this riddle spanning a few days.
I have a feeling there is an old graveyard near there where the sun first falls from the top of the mountain. This means that the dead will rise when the egg is opened. This is one of my most favorite riddles. It could mean I am the egg that has had the sun strike me, and it could also mean that many will become dead in the light (or rise from the dead) when the egg is opened.
The panicked animals by the water hole down the hill, (near Rattlesnake Creek) from the dream in the past, means that the dragon has already been set loose.
People don't realize that Satan helps to bring about a change in causing the churches to become apostate. It is frightening. The egg that is opened shows that it is really God all along, and people will rise or die to this fact, as soon as it dawns on them. Many UFO's have been seen that are egg shaped, and there are stories of a door opening and a ladder, with little people on it.
Also this morning, I saw a round spot of black tar get bigger, and then a black cross appeared over it, and the saying "No smoking."
Right before waking, I heard footsteps walking down the path approaching my trailer. I was slightly panicked, and then heard the thought "schizophrenic," mixed right into the words of a song on the radio. This was coming from my head though.
Later that morning I cleaned out the rat's nests and dirt, from under my bed and floor. "Circumcise" was thought right then.
The "Nessie" sea dragon of Loch Ness is an example of an unidentified dragon in a deep water.
FOOD POISONING
Had food poisoning again because of the gallon can of tomato sauce that sat too long. They actually showed me how I got food poisoning. I saw images of a dark layer falling on the food in the can. I also had major gut problems with blood, and thought I had bad problems needing surgery. This went on for a few weeks. I was so worried and hoped it would get better. It seemed they didn't care to tell me it was serious. Soon I seriously asked them about it. (They know every thought you think. That is how you ask questions.) One evening they showed me an image of a letter with a golden seal on the flap. This meant that the message was as good as gold, and that the problem was only food poisoning. I was so glad to know that. It turned out I was also poisoned from the figs I picked that had some form of bacteria on them. The figs tasted so good, I never suspected them. They (aliens) used the same idea, of an image of figs in a gallon can. They showed my oatmeal cartons tear off paper seal floating down on the food, as an example of what the bad bacteria had done. This was all seen in the same type of images, that is, in the mind's eye, (not a vision) and appears either right after I am thinking the question, or at random in the morning when half awake, and they had known I was wondering earlier about the truth on the subject. I don't ever press them for answers unless I'm really worried about something. It is never right to think you have the right to demand an answer, and it isn't right to blame them.
It was a good experience to face the fear of death, and I think they knew that. It is so nice to feel healthy again.
Saw peeing into the pot. Meant bad water was passing out. This was on another night of food poisoning.
Recalled a virtual reality motorcycle road race dream from last night. It was like I was behind a cycle, and could see it banking back and forth into the turns, and then pulling away into the distance. The next day I saw new road racing motorcycles at a shop in town. Right then I recalled the dream.
Yesterday also was a dream of smoking. For the last three days, I could have smoked. Over each of the three nights, I had two dreams of smoking, and a warning to not smoke. I didn't smoke.
Saw the blue spot in my eye vision, when eyes closed. It was a response to the question of if I should return a battery from Walmart that was cheap and no good even though it was new. I was undecided, and was asking for confirmation. This blue gray spot was very clear and alone in the blackness, and drifted across the vision from left to right. Normally they won't respond to a outright question but I had a battery just like that one that lasted less then six months, and shouldn't have gotten another one like it.
As it turned out, I finally got a friend to pick up some new front brake pads for my BMW motorcycle, and I recouped some money and saved on that. They (aliens) have warned me at least three times in the past to not drive without a front brake. Maybe that is why I saw the blue gray dot so clear. They knew I would finally get the brakes fixed, even though I didn't know it would happen then.
They used to make my wall squeak every night right before I went to bed, or when reading or typing, but they only do this once in a while now. They have also phazed out other ways of speaking such as the "beep," and rarely give a faint low frequency "beep" anymore. The small blue spot in the vision when eyes open has been seen quite a few times, either on the page of a book, the computer screen, or on the road or sky, but is also rare now. The telepathic thought speaking is more jumbled and disconnected recently, and I get the feeling they know I am overwhelmed trying to write down every last fact, and need to just finish the book and find a publisher.
ALFRED E. NEWMAN Feb. 9,96
An image of Alfred E. Newman and me, both in the same face with an olive complexion, and a mix of the two personalities. He was smiling. Alfred's motto is "what me worry."
Image of a white Maverick car parked near the store and post office where I used to work, and delivered letters. (Three days later, when bringing the book "Light Years" (• Note 39.) to a friend, I saw a new white building called "Maverick Enterprises." This business was right up the road from his house, and then I recalled the image on the morning of three days ago. (Actually maybe 60 hours.) The book "Light Years" by Gary Kinder is one of the most convincing books yet. Billy Mier has taken the "best ever" photos of flying saucers. The aliens actually made him a spokesman for the world. This is one thing I have never seen. I have never seen what he has seen. I found the book by chance at a thrift store that same day for 65 cents, and already have a copy of it I had found at Salvation Army.
Image of two pairs of white underwear, like mine. This ties into the earlier white frog eggs, and other earlier white images in dreams, meaning virgin or newness as in snow (water.)
Feb. 11'95
Image of the dead fly. Had an image of a fly buzzing around my face a while back and the next day I had trouble. This time it means to put the trouble to rest.
DARK ROCK AND LIGHT WATER JUG
Image of the big round dark rock in my yard, and then saw an image of the square white five gallon jug full of water on my patio. This means the story is complete. The next morning after getting up, I saw both of these outside and am trying to finish typing. The rock and water go together like a circle and square, and dark and light. It is so amazing that I never even saw this, and it was always there outside the door. This is one of the most amazing riddles from simple things. Two objects have three contrasting ideas. Two as in "church" and three as in "communion" of "purpose."
Feb. 12'96
While riding bike, I was thinking what the other dimensions might be like, and how earth was different. The though "prep school" came then.
What is so shocking is that people still don't believe. I talked to a person working in the garden at the local church, and he was so insistent that I was deceived by Satan. I still can't get my brother to comprehend, and other friends don't care and think it's all a bunch of imagination. Nobody really cares to even hear about it, and can't relate.
I talked to one young person from Jehovah's church, and we had a good debate. I told him to keep a open mind, because this is happening, and the Bible says "Look for the signs." He at one time said "Nowhere in the Bible does it talk about flying saucers or aliens." I said "That's where you,re wrong; it talks about that a lot, but it's hidden. We talked of virgin birth and if God is only spirit. I said "They told me they come from a parallel dimension, and are like us, and this fits into verses in the Bible such as "God created us in his image." We talked about the apple in the garden of Eden, and how we weren't to eat of that knowledge. We talked about mysteries still withheld since the foundations of the earth, and about God using Satan as a tool to create a falling away so the churches "will" become apostate, so God's new plan can come. We discussed what the word "will" means, and how "will become apostate" means just that. This is the biggest stumbling block. People think it is wrong to fall away from the word of God, but the Bible states that this is what will happen. People are afraid they will be tricked, and end up in hell, but that is part of the plan. People will be in hell if they don't change over and accept the reality of what's happening. By the time God's kingdom appears on earth, people will already be used to it.
GABRIELLA WINERY Feb. 14,96
Image of three silver aluminum cans on the road side across from the driveway of the "other" winery in the valley. I had ridden my bicycle past there yesterday, and had been picking up aluminum cans on the roadside also. It took a week before I realized that the name of that winery is "Gabriella" winery. This sounds a lot like the arch angel Gabriel, and must mean it's harvest time. Isn't Gabriel the angel that blows the horn? Silver or aluminum is the metal of the moon reflecting the sun, and the number three meaning communion or purpose, means that the grapes passing into that driveway will see the silver cans directly in front, at the intersection, where the roads cross. The fact I am collecting cans, and also collecting stories from God that will reflect his light, also ties in.
Feb. 17,96
Dreams have become very obscure. A few times I had a dream and later that morning right after waking, a song on the radio would speak on a similar issue in the dream. One was a song called "Monkey on a string," by the Craig Matthew's band. In the dream, I was dealing with a bad habit of wanting to collect too much stuff, and I was then trying to pull free, and was breaking a few strings tied onto me. There was one last string that wouldn't break, and I pulled so hard thinking it would, and then awoke. Then I heard the song that had a verse saying "monkey on a string."
Someone might say that I'm a monkey on a string writing all this down, but it is done by my own free will, and is a gift. Like anything in life there is some suffering, and also rewards. The program of me being in contact with aliens goes way back, and in this way I have been programmed to know, trust, and listen to what they have to say. Many reactions I've heard from people I tell of my contact, are: "They have no right to mess with you," or "Who do they think they are?" This is from people who believe me. Obviously these people don't know or trust them, and maybe that is the difference of why they (aliens) don't bother to speak to others the same way.
I consider this a blessing that is beyond anything ever imagined, especially since they had always been with me, and I was only recently awakened to the fact. Maybe this will be happening to others. I might of had the same reaction, before I knew, that I knew them.
On one other morning, there was a dream that the radio later spoke about, but I forgot it.
WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY
During the day, while riding bicycle back from town, the thought "window of opportunity" came suddenly. I had no special previous thought process, and nothing happened directly after that, so I couldn't figure it out. I checked the setting of where the thought came and found that I had just passed the place where I used to pick walnuts from the old abandoned homestead. Then I realized that this meant to eat the nut and publish the book. (See Nov.11,94) I had been worried because one person told me "There are so many new books out now that no publishers want to publish, because the book stores only have so much shelf space, and if the book doesn't sell, then they send it back to the publisher, and they are stuck with it. This, and other facts I read about publishing in a book in the library gave me a very depressed feeling. One fact was that only twenty percent of books written are ever published and only five percent of the authors ever make a living at it. I knew I had a story that wasn't just another story, and besides, "God had told me to write a book." I know this story will break some new ground.
I was also at a new, used book store today looking for books on the paranormal, and found hardly anything. I told the owner "I was visited by aliens from a parallel dimension, and they are speaking to me in dreams and visions, and they told me to write a book." He said "Write it all down. Just make sure you write it all down, and you can come back later and fix it up." I said "I am, that's what I've been doing." It was a little later during this day when the thought "window of opportunity" came when passing the walnut trees. I then knew I had to crack and eat the nut, and not give up.
Later the thought "higher standard" came, when thinking of living a life free of bad habits and bad thoughts. I was putting food in my refrigerator then.
Feb. 19,96
Image of human backs flexed sideways like the pack of chicken breasts I just bought yesterday, and ate one for dinner. (See June 7, and 25,95) Right then, while half awake, I hear on the religious station "Family Radio," a person talking about their recent trip to Mexico distributing religious "tracts" to people in Guadalajara. This means I ate of the same mission.
Feb. 20'96
Image of a big upright hairy ape or "bigfoot" (Sasquach) walking in the pure white snow behind a bush with a clump of berries on it. I was a little puzzled. Then an image of biting on a pair of white underwear. Means to eat of the message of God's word. I heard on the "Dreamland" radio show recently about Big Foot being from another dimension, and part of the UFO phenomena. That is why he can disappear.
It seems that they (aliens) can start me on a thought process that seems to be coming from my own mind. Obviously, if they know everything, they can mimic your own thoughts, and actually direct your actions subliminally. This is the one big secret that I know is true, because recently there have been three instances that proved this. What happened was that I would be on certain thought process, and then the radio would speak back on that in a connecting way. Another time, the circumstances after the thought proved that I was let to think that at the time. I knew it was them trying to tell me "This is also possible." This is the biggest mystery and people will wonder about "free will." Obviously we have that also, but we are also "guided" without knowing it. If we mess up it is part of a learning process.
Feb. 21,96
Image of a book, and it had a sky blue cover. I knew it meant this book, because I had been thinking of that.
Awoke and the thought "bug-ah-boo" came after I was thinking that I should have called first before visiting a friend, and maybe I developed the habit from them (aliens.)
COILED BIG NESSIE Feb. 22,96
A clear dream vision of three people standing, and the son was scarred with three slash marks across his face. I saw clearly that the eyeball just missed being sliced, and it even must of been pushed to the side when slashed, because one slice mark went through the inside corner of the socket. To the left was his taller father who had curved claw knives on his fingers, just like "Freddie" from the movie "Nightmare on Elm street." Freddie had his right arm over the slashed boy's shoulder, like he was proud of his son. To Freddie's left, over his shoulder, was another figure that I don't recall and was vague. Later I was thinking about this scene while still half asleep, and in a dream was telling someone about this, and then saw the three standing there by the old red house where I lived as a boy. The old red house is a recurring theme. I was puzzled, and a little later saw some writing that said "Tiger cubs, Bear cats, Cat claws," written one under the other. Yesterday I had even hung a "Van Gogh," the self portrait with the bandaged ear. I had also started reading a book called "Dreams and Nightmares.
A few weeks ago was a image in a dream, of many diamonds on wire strings. There was also many concave disks on wires in a mass, and sticking out of my stomach, as I tried to push them in. It meant food poisoning.
( Figure 96.)Feb. 23,96
Before falling asleep was an image of heading down a very steep hill on my bike near the monastery. I was even riding bike up there today.
Later was an image of a major washout like a cliff drop-off on the lumber road, at a corner about half way down from the lookout. Later that night at midnight, "William Bonnen," the freeway killer, was put to death by lethal injection.
Feb. 24,96
While working today, I was thinking bad thoughts. "Baggage carrier" was thought then. Later I was thinking about selling the rights to my book. "Bragging rights" came then.
Feb. 25,96
Image of fighting with my brother, then a vision of an alligator snapping.
The thought "mid life crystallized crisis."
The thought "flagship" came, while bike riding, and thinking I look like a vagabond on this cold morning.
"Necromancing," then "romancing the stone" is thought, when approaching the hill on my bike. This is the same hill where the first rays of the sun strike, as it rises on the top of God's mountain. (See Feb. 8,96.)
The word "flagship" was heard on TV, and also on the radio later that evening when I was at home. This is a new idea, where the same word is related to later that day.
Feb. 26,96
Coiled big Nessie serpent in the lake vision. Later saw the coiled water hose by the house. Then I recalled the wet newspaper by the house water hose outlet. Also recalled the wet magazine on the picnic table with wet white glove. These images were from one and two days before. This riddle ties all the scenes together. The water serpent is God's word.
Image of a big washout in the blacktop, under a car.
Image of an old garlic, like a shrunken head, hanging on a string in the washout pit. The old garlics gave me food poisoning. This was a clue to the earlier vision of the square cracks forming in the road, and the blood running out of the cracks. This means that the square (cross) is seen, and the road (old covenant) is falling apart, forming potholes. The old yellowing garlics that gave me food poisoning in real life, were used in this riddle, that I was unsure of at first.
I had just recently been wondering about the earlier "blood gushing from the square cracked road" vision, and they actually gave further clues. Maybe the water is God's word that forms a rough road, and the bride of the church gives birth and suffers. This relates to (Feb. 1,96.) It could mean that a new season of water has changed the old smooth road of the church. (Also see Oct. 4,95.)
Later that day while bike riding past the river, the thought "hidden camera" came. This was the exact same place where I heard "can I buy you a drink?," once, a few weeks ago, only this time I was going the other way. About a half hour later, I was tempted to drink too much wine at a friend's shop, and I then knew what it meant. This is a new approach to the telepathy, in that the riddle is found out later that day.
Feb. 27,96
Image of my old catechism book being pulled from a garbage can, and right then, the thought "Paul Gabriel Frey." I was a little kid when confirmed in the Lutheran church, and that book is still saved. They know every fact in my life.
A dream of me peeing, became the white string on the bed hooks holding the invisible load on the old Chevy flatbed truck near the graveyard. Then an image of the new dark gravestone, I recently saw, passing the local Redwood Valley graveyard.
CLEFT IN THE ROCK Feb. 29,96
A dream of the vertical bars on the back of a rocking chair connected to the seat, and then the thought "malatoff," as in malatoff cocktail. This was one word I couldn't find, when I did a spelling check, and have since not finished the story project. This means to not be in jail on the rocking chair, and to finish the book. It is amazing they know every last remote fact. It could also mean I feel mad when not being busy; it is true.
In a dream I saw the old Cabernet grape vines lined up like crosses with their arms out, and each one had a dark red ribbon tied around its bottom where the old graft bump around the base is. Some of the old plants were missing.
( Figure
97) This is the way it is in real life also, but with younger plants filling in. They
are Cabernet Sauvignon grafted onto Saint George rootstock, and my dad and we planted the
vineyard over thirty years ago.A dream vision of a full river pouring in turmoil, falling over boulders. A little later awoke, and on "Family Radio," a verse of a song said "God's word is like a rushing water."
Vision of a spiral tower of Babel with light house on top beaming a light in an arc into the darkness in the west.
Later a dream of walking down by the railroad tracks, and I saw a nice house with a water pool in back, and kid's bikes, and a garden and path, and pasture.
Later a Frank Lloyd Wright style house scene that unfolded as if my eye were at a certain point eye level, where one indented cleft in a tile design was on a beam. All tiles had the same pattern, but the scene unfolded around the one. A concave half circle waterfall scene came slowly, deliberately into view as the dent in the tile turned to the side. It was like I was standing right next to and peeking slowly around the square post.
( Figure 98) The scene went from a dry cleft in a rock tile,
to a water pool, and waterfall.The way Frank Lloyd Wright uses tile patterns is amazing. I had even admired his work in a magazine recently thinking that he must be guided from a higher source.
Image of a pile of flattened aluminum cans in a shallow dirty water puddle, and seeing a hammer there.
A little later a dream of finding gold on the newly exposed hard sandy bank in a muddy river (near the corner of the river.) Right then in the dream the thought "23 pieces of gold" came. 23 is supposed to be a very special number. Maybe it's because of two full tens as in church, and three as in purpose. Three times seven plus two, also equals 23. Seven is the number for wisdom. This could also mean that the purpose of wisdom is the church.
Where I saw the aluminum cans, is the same puddle at a friend's shop where I washed my BMW cycles cast aluminum rim the day before, and had also used the same hammer to straighten the rim. I had also flattened aluminum cans. Each flattened circular can is another dream added to the pile for the book. I have been collecting dreams and cans. This relates to the three cans seen near the gate of Gabriella winery. See (Feb.14,96)
The gold is the pure precious metal of the father's (suns) light, and the silver (as in the moon, or bride) reflects it. This theme has been used before. The muddy water is washing it clean, so it can be clearly seen and attract attention.
A few days ago, I saw the pack of small floating oil lamp wicks, like the small pack I bought recently.
March 3,96
A baby in a chair in the center support workings of a big old style windmill. The type where the whole mill sits and spins on a main center support beam, and there is a cage that contains all the gears for the mill. This image was of a baby in a gimbaled chair in that center cage. I had read a book about old windmills about a month ago.
A few days ago the song by Elton John: "Sad songs say so much" is singing in my head when I awoke.
March 5,96
Image of small white worm on my back chewing tooth. (See June 25,95.)
March 6 or 7,96
First is two images, one after the other, (with a pause in between) of the white empty spaces under my writing where a paragraph ends, and new ones begin. (Means the unconscious.)
Image of a very young girl in a white poofy flower type dress and shoes. (See May 21,95.) She was on the front porch of a old white big Victorian house with a big curved wrap around open front porch. She was in the center in front of the main door, with right shoulder turned toward it. (Saw the white flower floating in the water dish, in the winery office the night before. The big white house was the house on the hill at Ceago, the large vineyard ranch where I plowed and planted cover-crop earlier that year.)
Saw vague image of the dead sheep the buzzards were eating recently, except its body was the white pages of an opened book laying there in a sprawled out way. (That dead sheep had died in the frost and I saw it for a week earlier, and the buzzards were there everyday.)
Image of up on my driveway path hill (common theme) and in the dark. Then saw a single bright white light appear at my gate. It was them, and I was slightly shocked. This fits the long empty white spaces between my groups of words of the earlier first image tonight, and must mean the unconscious part when they came. I had been up all last night editing and writing, and trying to remove excess white spaces, but knew some was good and pleasing to the eye so to not cramp the reader. I also had the slight scared feeling when walking the road, returning the computer last night, and the cars headlights came swooping toward me.
A dream of scratching both ears of a dog with both hands. Then was doing it again and the dog really liked it. Then was pulling, feeling a big fat tick, and it was a very ripe bright red small cherry tomato. It was almost over ripe with wrinkling skin. "Lamba" is the hard headed butting sheep. This must be me because I'm like the sheep and angry dogs. The red tomato is the story. Maybe the meaning is different though.
Was in a house looking in a mirror thinking I was looking older, but the skin around my eyes barely still firm. Walked outside, hoping people didn't think me lazy, because it was mid morning. I walked out to an apple tree, feeling selfconscious because young girls were watching my butt. Saw two green apples on the ground. There was one laying under each tree. I grabbed one but a group of yellow and black bees were around a sugar stain near the other, and they swarmed when I grabbed it, so I left it there for them. (Could mean that other younger guys are my competition with girls.)
Later a dream of some hobos by the roadside near a freeway overpass walkway wall where it starts at the bridge corner. The head hobo had a large envelope and wanted to do a baptism ceremony on the bridge wall with water that was in the envelope. He decided instead to go to a sacred place by the river and do the ceremony, because it was special. The envelope seemed to be notes of dreams.
The overpass crosses the river of humanity, and the baptism with the writing (water, or God's word) on the corner of the bridge: is this book. The right angle at the bridge corner is where two worlds meet. The message is "the baptism water." This ties into other bridge crossing themes, such as "red line." (See the chapter "Red Line." Dec. 18,95.)
The computer did a few odd things over the last few days: Once it seemed someone was pushing a button, and a repeating mark figure kept stretching my sentence. Then I realized I had just written "Maybe I'm stretching it." I then deleted that sentence. Later once the number "8" appeared, and then the capital symbol "*" above it. This also happened when I was writing excess material. The figure eight shows a track that goes on and on. A day later my TV went off when the show "Sightings" was on. I turned it back on, and a little later someone talked about poltergeist that turned the light on after they were turned off.
Steamed vegetables. Two red apples on stove meant to eat what was good and not drink.
LIZZIE AND THE RAIN MAN March 12,96
Heard the thought "Theory: I am the best that can be." The song "Lizzie and the rain man" by Tanya Tucker was singing in my head when I awoke. There is a verse in that song that says "Step back non believers or the rain will never come; someone keep the fire burning, somebody beat the drum. Some may think I'm crazy for making all this game, (Is this right?) but I swear before this day is over, you folks are going to see some rain."
March 3,96
Red cloths by buildings corner. The stack of books on corner post. Saw the white bus top, and later saw the pillar there. Means the pillar of wisdom is to avoid the bad scenes.
Black man in a cop car. (Black as in power.)
White square block on a cop car roof. (Die to pure rules.)
March 4,96
Vision of an alligator's open mouth in the shape of a rectangle, and when it closed, it was like a box's lid closing long ways. A little later I saw the same vision again. This must mean that the alligator is the door to the underworld.
Later that day when riding bicycle to town, I saw a brick in the road, laying right where someone had a accident in front of a driveway, and there was spray paint on the road that explained the scene of the accident. The brick had fallen off someone's truck by total accident (most likely?) and happened to be laying right there. This was a psychic dream vision that told a message.
The idea of cause and effect could be one of the biggest secrets of God. The idea that they can know what a person will confront in the future, and then alter the situation, is one of the biggest mysteries. Is it chance or ....? The fact that our evolution has been speeded up is of divine intervention. The "wrinkle in time" (isolate an event and delete time, and synchronize) effect, could tie into this somehow. Another words: they could create a "set up" chance situation, and also subliminally direct the person to act on it in a creative way.
Image of a dead cats skin on the cement corner of a bridge, where the sidewalk overpass just begins crossing. (See March 6,96.) My dad was playing piano, and then I was. It was the same music on the radio then. Image of a dark native laying maybe dead in a water pool of yellow plants.
Saw my writing with a black spot that then became white. This meant that although I later felt my story wasn't good enough to be printed: it really was. I had gone to the library later that day, depressed about thinking of publishing my book.
There was a vision of three serpents and three serpent type people seen standing together like a bunch of flowers in a circle on a plate; and later saw a frogs face on a circular plate spinning, similar to the alien frogs face picture I saw in the paper, that some contactees claimed to of seen. This was a very early vision, sometime around the splitfire ancient astronaut vision. It is one I didn't write down, because it was so amazing I figured I could remember it.
( Figure 99.)March 15,96
A black pillbug in a soap dish. Later saw the black computer disk box with a picture of a person with straggly hair like the pillbugs legs.
The saying: "The road narrows and few are picked." I was just thinking about the guy who died on the Oregon back road in his truck during winter. He was stranded for 66 days in the snow before he died. I saw that on the TV show "60 minuets."
Later at the end of the day I saw the pillbugs under the door, right on the threshold at my brothers house at the coast. This is fifty miles away. (It meant I should not raid his food.)
March 18,96
Was at the coast climbing the headlands, and heard "Roasted barbecue." Right then I noticed that a few big black birds (buzzards) just flew overhead. I had seen one eating on the ocean shore just a little before this.
DANDELION WINE March 20,96
This morning I was thinking how they (aliens) must have an amazing way of transporting from one dimension to the other and then heard the "click" noise that the computer makes when you move documents around.
Also saw the image of the fallen tree in the woods, and later that morning after awake, I saw the same fallen tree. It had fallen because its roots had loosened from the heavy rains, but was still alive with new shoots shooting up and new leaves.
Heard the song start in my head: "A friend of the devil is a friend of mine" (by the Grateful Dead) when editing late at night, and so tired, and going slower because I can't focus.
In a dream I had the definite feeling that I had dreamed this before recently, and this dream was a repeat of the scene, only slightly different. When I woke up, I realized that I had never dreamed that scene before. I've had a few dreams that have done this. This could mean that I've been there more then once in my subconscious.
I scanned the trees on the horizon. Which one was it; which tree was the one able to bring the message? There was a red sky in the evening then: that means sailor's delight. Why did they pick me; was it because I had the ingredients? There are so many trees on the mountain ridge horizon when the sun is setting. One tree is the best. The crazy tree can do it. (This is a old note I wrote when riding bike, and had just come to the bridge river crossing, where I always stop by the pool and think. I saw the horizon then, and this idea just came.)
When over at the coast, I was at the shore and seeing if it was possible to scale a steep cliff. The thought "Where fools rush in, angels fear to tread" came then. I knew it was them. Later in the evening, the thought "Dandelion wine" came. I had been listening to the Rolling Stones 'Let it Bleed" album, and there is a song called "Dandelion."
There was another incident where the thought of an old basement a friend used to live in in town, suddenly popped into my mind. About ten seconds later, the song on the Rolling Stones album spoke of a dirty stinking basement. This is the first time "ever" that a remote thought image from my past life was related to an event in the near future. It is true that I had gotten overly drunk. This was the "Let it bleed" song.
Once a week or so ago, I saw an image of the old wine maker who used to work at a local winery. This must be me also.
Saw the image of a sideways rectangle with a smiling face in it, and the thought "John Summons."
( Figure 101.)
Saw an old black and white picture of a man in purple old style, tie up criss cross the ankles sandals, yellow swim shorts, and a black inner tube. Saw this image on the morning after being at the coast, and now will be leaving today.
A few weeks ago when approaching the railroad crossing, the red lights, and bells started blinking and clanging, and the arm began to move, as if coming down. Then it all stopped and became normal. There wasn't a train coming either, but there was another car that was crossing the other direction. This was odd, and I had the feeling it was them, because the idea of crossing the tracks at that same spot has been used in a few dreams that give a message of where one world meets another.
The low rumble vibration of the train has been used going way back to when I was a teen, and was sleeping outside in the vineyard on that one night when I felt the spiral feeling, and also heard and felt the train rumble as the diesels climbed the grade. They have made stoplights do odd things in the past so I know they are capable of this also.
The other day when biking, and had just crossed the fork in the road where the three roads meet, the thought "Pedodontist" (as in foot or tooth doctor,) came.
A while back, there was the image of the big 2000 year old redwood log laying in the driveway of the old mill. At the time I thought it meant that my story was a big log needing to be cut up and reworked. Now I realize that it means that the old "log" of believers is harvested, (as in the believers in the Bible since Christ.) The idea of logs being harvested is used many other times. This clue was given in a dream image of seeing the lumber mill and then hearing a buzzing in my head. I then recalled the big log scene dream, and saw the true meaning. It seems they are pointing out old mistakes in my story.
Two plants seen in my garden with a square of roots with blood on them, and the surrounding dark space flowing away again and again. (Means to stay at home and fix my place.)
A few nights ago, heard my name called.... "Mark," and later awoke, and on the radio played "We love you."
Today, while picking cabbage heads, the thought "A la carte."
The swinging clocks pendulum and the kid on the floor with square border design fancy rug. (Means to finish the story.)
Saw the black spot and white spot. Means "Yes, use the power and show the light." The black spot means power. This is an overlooked fact I forgot to tell, when speaking of the spots. The black spot is seen with a lighter haze around it and is a dull black compared to the blackness behind the eyes.
Saw the light whirlwind.
One other fact I forgot to make clear, is that they can give psychic dreams that tie into a simple fact the next day, and the dream will be unrecalled until the very moment the same object is seen sometime the next day.
MOBIUS STRIP April 15, 96
Tax deadline day. Vision of a hand held in the shape of a bird's head shadow image,
( Figure 100). and the letters "ETE" in the head. (Means "Eat it.")
The hand then held some papers. I had hoped to send the story to a publisher today. This
"ETE" in the hand has made me see an overlooked riddle of 
figure 88. on July 20,95. That riddle means: Triangle piece
of broken glass in foot, or (sacrifice,) = E, or ("eat it.") Then "M
squared" must mean Mark (my name), and "two" as in church, or squared as in
the cross. The idea of eating the word of God, or "manna" is seen. This E is a
common idea.It seems toward the end here they are giving clues to riddles misread or unsolved. This is further proof of their knowledge of every smallest detail.
A few weeks ago when at a friend's house, where I was always tempted to drink or smoke, I actually saw a figure in a vague white robe drift by outside a window. This happened when wide awake. It was an apparition. This is rare, but they have done similar amazing things before a few times.
Heard "Chariots of Fire" when riding my red scooter today. I was just thinking how it was such an advanced scooter compared to the old tote goat I saw at a yard sale today.
Saw "A Da Navita" written, and the thought "a wide road ahead." Then an image of the back alley behind the print shop in Willits (where I had my 12000 letters project printed.) Thought it meant to print the story because it had been on my mind the last few days.
Later an image of a certain section of a tight windy (snakelike) road toward Montgomery woods. I haven't thought of that section of road in years. This is proof of very remote facts.
The next night I saw seven folded stacks of papers like books, and being removed one after the other. (Means to send the story to many publishers.) There was also an image of five different types of worms, one after another, and I noticed the one last one was a tapeworm. A little later is an image of a circle with a smaller circle in the center, like a cup.
(See Figure 70A. I recently had re-drawn this picture.) Then
is seen a tapeworm in the form of a mobius strip, and over the circle (table) with a cup
in the center that seemed to flip flop then. The thought "mobius strip" came
right after.
Some thoughts that were given through telepathy at odd times, over the last few months, are listed here:
When I was undecided about going and enjoying nature: Serendipity
When I wanted to trick: Subterfuge.
When I saw the sheep on the grass mound: Rotunda.
When I took a bicycle ride: Sojourns.
I forgot the circumstance before this: Peradine
When at the beach at Rock Port: Somnambulance.
When I just finished getting 3.77 worth of aluminum cans from the dumpster: Kitty Wells, (as in the country western singers name.) The idea of being a bride of the church is seen.
When I thought of my own interests, and decided not to go visit the girl I liked: Meia Cary, (as in a girl singers name?)
When I just put some circular tortillas on the circular small wood stove hatch. Was also just working on some drawings for the book, and some were of circles: "Lord of the rings" came when handling the tortillas. To "eat of the word" is a common idea, as in the circular table and cup, or shewbread drawing.
A few times when going to my refrigerator in the back room, I have been given a message related to "not drinking." This ties into "to eat of the message." The idea of "to eat" was a clue that was overlooked by me many times in earlier riddles they gave, and I later realized they gave riddles again and again along the same lines.
The song: "And I miss you like the desert's mystery" plays in my head sometimes; also the song "I want to come over."
When I thought the girl I liked only cared for herself, and so do I: Cara Mia. Just like when the thought "Meia Cary" came, I was now passing the girl on my scooter again; the same spot, but a different day.
When I picked the second soft drink can off the ground: Topop Shapoor. (as in the rap group I heard about on TV.)
When I felt a friend would never pay me for working at his house, saying he was always broke: Topop Shapoor There was another time I heard this, but I forgot the circumstance. It had to do with the fact that I just did "two" as in (church) things.
One evening when just riding my bicycle into the driveway (right angle,) the thought " a remote area in Montana." This was a little after all the talk about the Unabomber and his manifesto. They had recently caught him.
Once I had the thought "hunter," and a little later saw a black crow fly over in front of me.
Saw an image of a light shining on the threshold of the white house we were sheet rocking. (Means to keep the new body I have been given, and stay away from drugs and excess alcohol.) The thought "no bozo's" came then. No bozo's are allowed in the white house. This is like the old Ronnie Reagan sticker that has a funny picture of Ronnie with a circle and slash mark over it.
When at Burger King, and I went outside to get six cents for tax on a whopper, I then thought I didn't need the extra fat in my diet. Right then the thought "sixth sense" came.
When I thought of everlasting life: "cryonics" came.
One Sunday I got real mad at a preacher and really lost it, and walked out in a huff. Later "plant seeds of love" was given in a thought during the early pre waking hours the next day.
When thinking of a humble person: "Dick buttkiss."
When thinking evil thoughts: "Alexander Crowley."
The thought "spearhead," but I forgot the circumstances.
When riding bicycle in town, and getting caught in the rain: "bridal shower" was thought suddenly.
HORUS May 5,96
When crossing the railroad tracks on the way to Willits, the thought "bury my heart at wounded knee" came right then. I was going to tell all the churches in Willits. As it turned out, I got in a major argument with a preacher who threatened to call the cops. The more he freaked out the more I put the pressure on, and said "You've got to believe me; this actually happened." In the end I was freaking out and almost crying, saying "Can't you see, I've been killed by you preachers over and over again; you preachers just keep killing me. Don't you see; it's the same syndrome of Christ when he said "I know the father. I thought that a Catholic church would be more open to this then most. I thought you guys believe in signs and wonders." In the end the preacher actually listened to me. I used to get really upset at some of the preachers but now I don't take it so hard anymore. I also had it out with the preacher at the Baptist church that same day.
The fact that my knees were sore from too much bike riding and sheet rocking, was maybe related to the earlier thought that day when crossing the railroad tracks, but I later realized it was a message of what would happen later that day. One other interesting fact is that "medicine man's cave" is right up in the mountains in the direction the railroad tracks heads, before it winds its way around the ridge, and up the mountain. This is a sacred spot that only a few know about.
Later after church in Willits, I stopped at the used book store and found the book "Abducted" by Debbie Jordan and Cathy Mitchell, published in 1994. (• Note 40.) Haven't read it all yet but it seems they don't have the same relationship with the aliens that I have. They didn't develop the strong emotional attachment that I have toward them. This might be one reason why the aliens are speaking so much with me. I know and trust them and am willing to accept whatever they do. It seems a lot of people would become frightened but in my case I have been eager to see anything they will do.
I've read about their (Cathys) story earlier in the book "Intruders," by Budd Hopkins. Their story of being visited, goes back to 1983. The picture of the alien with it's four fingered hand raised, that's on the cover of Cathy's book "Abducted," is a picture that was sent to a number of newspaper publications with no return address. I learned this from a friend who had a newspaper from Montana with a long article about UFO's. The same picture, (explaining where it came from,) was used in that article. The raised hand with four fingers was also the first image I recall, when they (aliens) came to me on the first night. It was the right hand that I saw, and not the left, as is seen on the book cover.
One thing in the beginning of the book, that was amazing, was that one of the first things that happened was that a light was seen in the pumphouse, or poolhouse, and a little later a glowing basketball sized light seemed to be hovering right around or on the bird feeder on a post. The whole idea of eating of the word of God is seen here, but this fact is not talked about in the book.
When leaving Willits on motorcycle and just heading out, the thought "arrowhead" came. I was puzzled for about twenty seconds, and trying to figure it out, because it didn't fit into a previous thought. Then right after the last stoplight heading north, I saw two big white arrows painted on the road. It was a telepathic thought related to the near future. The fact that in the near future I actually was heading out did fit the scene.
Another book I found was " Cosmic Trigger, the final secret of the Illuminati," by Robert Anton Wilson, published in 1977. (• Note 41.) Haven't had time to read it yet, but have heard about it somewhere. When flipping through it I saw a picture about "Horus" the hawk, that was seen and spoken of in the book "Uri." SPECTRA was the name used, and was the code name behind the hawk and the aliens. Ra Hoor Khuit is another mythical name for Horus, in his Warrior God aspect. Horus says "I am the hawk headed lord of silence and strength; my nemyss shrouds the night blue sky."
I also was visited by the big eagle that sat on the rock. That was before I knew what was coming down. I wouldn't have believed any of this could be true, except I saw the eagle also.
HIGH WATER MARK
When caretaking a friend's house, the thought "olive orchard." I forgot the exact previous circumstances, but I was contemplating something.
When looking in the toilet and seeing mineral stains from the water that flows down from the inside edge, the thought "high water mark." Maybe means "Hi,... water (word) Mark." It also can mean "God's word is at a high level Mark (my name)."
When I had the shovel, and digging, pulling old cabbage plants, the thought "cloak and dagger" came.
When digging in the garbage for a piece of paper in the winery office, the thought "Chuck Mangeone" came. The idea of the manager chucked a piece of paper in the trash is seen. Chuck Mangeone is a jazz musician I think. This is the riddle.
Last night was a dream of a blood red orange Aztec or Mayan Quetzalcoatl warrior figure seen in the square peep hole of a sarcophagus. His warrior dad is outside waiting to see him. (The word Chupacabre was the word I meant when trying to explain to a friend earlier, the stories I heard on Dreamland radio, about the strange birdlike creatures with glowing red eyes, and claw like hands and feet that have been seen in Peru, and Pennsylvania. I told him it was a "Quetzalcoatl" or something, but knew I was wrong. Anyway, now a few days later, after the UFO show (explained next) I now see a Quetzalcoatl, or whatever type ancient worrier, that is glowing red orange just like a UFO light seen in the movie. (A few days ago, I also saw a show on the rectangular granite sarcophagus of the king that was in the center of the pyramid. This was also on the "Television Learning Channel." The people couldn't figure out how the ancients were able to carve it out, or even to build the pyramids.)
I saw a show on the TV learning channel last night (May 8, 96) ,which is my birthday, just by chance. The show was about UFO's, and was a total lie and cover-up from start to finish. It made me sick to see such a distortion of truth. It was the worst show I've ever seen about misinformation and deliberate lying. They even had Philip Klass, the famous UFO debunker, who said UFO's are a figment of people's imaginations, and a myth like Santa Claus. I then decided to finish my book right away. The myth of Santa was given by the aliens, just as were other myths such as fairies. Coming down the chimney is the place of transformation, and is also seen in some fairy tales.
The following is writing from some early notes I found:
When I woke up, in a dream I was upstairs in the Big House by the library's fireplace chimney, and I said "I want to feel that feeling," and then it happened. It was like my abdomen started to vibrate, and shake with more intense buzzing of that numb relaxed feeling, but was vibrating, in mostly my stomach area. Then I became sexually excited instantly from this, and felt that I was laying on my back on a silver table, but awoke in bed still buzzing, and it took five to eight seconds or more to stop. They were letting me know how they can regulate body functions and get sperm. I used to wonder if it was true that I was really having sex with women. I wrote about this earlier, but didn't explain the first dream part. My dad's library and the chimney are two facts that have symbolic meaning.
Another very early important dream and vision was: I was on the road on the hill to Rattlesnake Creek. (The tall father figure who sat next to me at God's table, and is the father of the girl I liked, lives in the house on the hill there.) It was a very vivid dream of a flying object that was a blue edged odd shape dish with four segments that seemed to move like a strobe light, and looked like a warped fireplace vent, where the air goes in; but only one of the four segments was open, and it was white inside. The open white segment was on the lower left. The edge glowed bright blue white, and the other segments were blue. It seemed that the others moved like a strobe light, real quick, but the lines were snapped into the original position. I could see that it was moving from one to the other like a cop's flashing light, but was just the lines snapping with a flash as they crossed to the next line counterclockwise. It was the shape of a cross and circle. (• Figure 102.) This could be some principle in the way they use light in their physics. I have the feeling I've seen a very quick flickering strobing light before. I've had flashbacks a few times when seeing similar flickering lights.
There was another early very clear dream image. This was of a boat that had a main mast in the shape of a cross, in the fog, and right where the "crow's nest" is at the center, is seen a faint red orange glow like the sun is trying to shine through the fog. This was seen the next morning.
( Figure 103.)The day before, I had found a rock at the mouth of a creek with a faint orange spot on a brown background, that gave me this same idea. The idea of the "crow's nest" even tied into later visions or images using black birds.
Another early dream vision was of a lady in bed with a white down comforter, and a checkerboard cross pattern on the floor, and a window in the background.
( Figure 104.)Another early dream was of a brown skinned woman walking out onto a big lake. She had a square white veil over her behind, like a skirt covering.
( Figure
105.)Another early dream vision was of a juggernaut, or obelisk, that seemed to be in a similar setting of the rock wall at the local church, that I saw the day before; but this scene was near a oriental style house, and the obelisk like a tower.
( Figure 106.) This happened on the late evening of Feb.
30'94.Another early dream vision was of a clear rock obelisk crystal on white rectangular pages for writing.
( Figure 107.) This came
on March 9,94.Another very early vision that was one of the first, was of a round pool of water, and there was a star shining in the darkness above. I recall that the pool wasn't quite full, and I was upset because at the time I was so tired, having just finally finished the letter writing project. I think the circular pool was in a square.
( Figure 108.)A early vision was of a circle with figures.
( Figure 109.)A piece of a broken heart that is chalk white
( Figure 110.)I saw a white room and table cloth with two cakes on it that were little pyramids with a red candy on top.
( Figure 111.)The pyramid vision with blue lighting rod on top.
( Figure
112.) It was very detailed with steps and smooth angles, and there was a mild body
vibration effect when it happened.There is one other book I found recently, called "They Knew the Unknown," by Martin Ebon. (• Note 42.) It is about The spiritualist movement of the past. Many famous people knew about and were interested in mediums, seances, and events of telepathy, premonitions, visits from the dead, and strange dreams and contact with spirits. Even Abraham Lincoln was involved in this. This is proof that all this is nothing new. There have always been debunkers claiming it is all a fraud, just like today.
I also recently found other books by Brad Steiger, of his "Star People" series. I found God's of Aquarius, Revelation: The Divine Fire, and The Seed, but am still missing the first book of the series: The Star People. (• Note 43.)
A WIND SWEPT CLOUD
I saw a person in an orange robe walking on water. It was Louie, and I saw the water splash when his feet touched.
Once I dreamed of going up Reeves Canyon road, and I saw Richie. The next morning I actually went up the same road because of the dream, and even saw him drive by in a truck. It was psychic, but a little different in real life.
Once I heard a song by Petulia Clark, playing in a dream. It was the song "We went through a wind swept cloud." This was also a very early dream from around 1993, or the start of 94. (Notice the "two" in Petulia. This relates to church.)
Some other earlier dreams are:
A dream of digging the fish out of the mud and throwing it into clear water, and then the white robe on me.
The saltine cracker eaten from the fire.
Once a few months after they came, I thought of the Bible being covered by a bad book. I then heard three poundings downstairs, and knew they were saying "Don't do that." Now I always imagine gold and lights coming from the Bible on top. This happened when wide awake, and was during a time when I was getting used to them again. They often made pounding noises back then, more then ever; although later they used to make the wall squeak. It is so much different now that I know them so well. It is as if there is no need for that anymore.
Once I heard a "Beep" in my ear, right after a religious song on the radio said "How can I raise a king?"
Dec. 23,93. A dream of riding in a bullet shaped vehicle, and there were trees we were trying to dodge, and places where someone skidded off the road. There was a girl leaning her head on my shoulder, and I said "The driver will become jealous, so don't act like you like me so much." It seemed that the driver was hitting the brakes sometimes. Then there was that warm feeling that they throw over you, and then something on a letter, it seemed said "chicken heart;" and I awoke with this wonderful love feeling.
Later that day I picked up a big rock behind Jehovah's church and heard a "Beep."
I was reading a book "The Astral Journey" and it said in 2Cor. 12:2 about a man taken to heaven. Right then I heard a "Beep." Hosea 6: 1-2 also says this.
Dec. 26,93. A dream of flying over the lake and landing in the weeds on the side.
Dec. 27,93. I woke up at night and thought I felt my legs vibrating, like the buzz feeling.
Jan. 2,94. I heard the "Beep" noise right after I thought about the fact that I have not been coughing all year, because I quit smoking.
Fish in dark water, fish in clear water.
The dream vision of the story with the wreath on top.
The dream of the black kittens in the woodpile by the well, and the girl I liked was there. The next morning I saw black kittens in the other woodpile. It was a psychic dream.
Jan. 3,94. A dream of being in a room and digging through papers. Saw a letter with a street map. There was a buzzing in my ears when I saw the letter; and Brother Camping was on the radio, and I couldn't stand his voice. I walked out into another room and thought someone was there, but it was only a chair or something. Then it kicked me and I was terrified, and then a statue was falling towards me. I was in shock and going through the door, saying "Gaaaaa." Then awoke with a mild buzzing. I knew they gave me that to face my fear. After I awoke, the buzzing lasted maybe ten seconds or more. Then I saw a very small red dot of light in the blackness with eyes closed still. This is the second time I remember that red dot of light that appears in the blackness with eyes closed.
MAGIC CARPET
Heard the "Beep" in my ear when reading the Santa Cruz phone book, and saw the preachers name, Pfotenhauer, and wondered if I'm related. That name is also my relatives name.
Heard a beep when I read "all people are important."
Jan. 4,94. First I saw an orange rock cake one early morning, like the rock I found. It was worn and shiny orange on one edge. Then later saw a orange city starting to grow like trees. Then later saw my small writings, and realized that all the visions together mean "The New Jerusalem."
The vision of the typewriter that looked like a flag waving back and forth, and symbols passing behind it as if a piece of paper were being drawn upward. This happened April 16, and the next day I was going to type the story.
When I saw the two car trunks, one image after the other, after I thought of the girl I liked. The car trunk was the really nice old Plymouth coup; the one I liked.
Feb. 16,94 While reading the story "Eyes of love from above," I heard the beep.
The rusty passenger train dream, and the guys dressed in black suits and hat, running after the train to the back porch with a flower in their hand, as if in a relay race. The old train shook like a woman's hips as it hit a zig (earthquake type) shift in the tracks. Then a guy was spraying yellow paint on the train in three big exclamation points (!!!) telling the driver to slow down. I was kissing a girl.
A dream of the star behind the cloud, and the rays of light filtering down, and the buzzing floating feeling after.
A dream someone is talking in tongues in a strange language.
I heard a buzz when I passed the cop when coming back from Sacramento, and was almost to Lakeport. I was speeding then, and saw that the cop had stopped someone else. (This was very early on when I was first realizing they could track me.)
The dream of throwing silver change into the old outhouse at the old Fisher hunting cabin in the mountains across from Skull mountain. This happened around the time of my letter sending project, and I was worried about spending money on so much postage.
When the exact number of letters always matched the envelops, when I was stuffing letters. This happened two times, and I had stuffed over a few hundred letters at a time. The piles of letters would exactly match the random envelope pile.
March 12,94 Later that night I was worried that 12000 letters wasn't enough, and was thinking maybe to do 14000, and then saw a full silver moon cresting the center of two mountains.
March 2,94 Saw the loins of a man, and then later saw what looked like a cop had stopped someone at night. Thought it meant their breeding program, because I had just read in Memo magazine, about aliens breeding people.
July 4,94 Had a dream about a crystal ball type devise, of a circle with an eagle on a ball in the center, and when you turned it another way, there was a bunch of small planets around the side. There was a small train running on the floor on no tracks, and I set it on some tracks and it was derailed. The crystal ball devise was like a compass on a boat. My brother put the ball devise with the symbols in it into the circular shaped emblems, and there was a lead iron used to print each design, that was shaped like a boat. When it matched up at a certain level, then the eagle on the ball design appeared in the center, and when you tilted it to the side, then a bunch of planets around the side design appeared. You could say that this was the secret mold or master copy machine.
Before this dream was a dream of: I was at a garage sale and I pulled three pairs of underwear out of a tub, and a bunch of cherry candy stuck to them. I picked some candy off the floor and was eating it. (The day before I had been picking pennies out of a fountain type wishing well in Ukiah. This is similar. This same circular tub is where the crystal ball dream, I first told, was later being seen.)
Later I saw red exotic birds, and then dancers, like at a Mexican festival, and thought all this symbolized their breeding program.
Later that morning I saw an image of a circular pool with fountain in the center, like the wishing well I picked pennies out of in Ukiah. This symbol is also seen in crop circles, and means conception or union.
Later a dream of riding on a bus and talking with a black guy, and we passed a mountain with an oak tree and saucer shaped pool that was empty on the top of the mountain. There was another bigger mountain with zig zag lines going up it (similar to the one in my valley, I call God's mountain, and is actually called Skull mountain.) The zig zag road someone cut on it, is also a lightning pattern, and maybe a fertility symbol. The shape of lightening is similar to the serpent.
The other mountain in the dream, (with the big oak tree, and empty round pool on top,) is even related to a book I just read of an encounter someone had. He had walked up a hill near a house at night, and saw a saucer on the hill top. The book is "Missing Time" by Budd Hopkins. The same author of "Intruders." (• Note 44.)
I awoke out of a dream and said "God doesn't do miracles anymore." Then I started feeling the wave rocking sensation in a lower frequency, and saw a vision of white dots. Then I looked out the window and saw the sun just cresting the mountain. (This was early on when they were explaining how they do some of the amazing things they do.)
The dream of the Buddha statue was a carving inside a small cage, and was carved of a red shiny rock. There was the mountain shape over the top.
( Figure
13.)
Awoke from a dream of Lynn flying a lightweight flying machine like a large insect. I knew she could fly easily, because she was light, but thought she might crash, and was much afraid. When I awoke, on the radio it said "Christ sat on the right hand of God the father." I smiled and then felt proud, and then felt guilty, for I didn't want to feel proud in this way.
May 10,96.
Last night was a number of dream images relating to the red sea being portrayed as a woman's sex organ, and the waving of the rod, as a male sex organ. They created a sex scene, as if saying to impregnate, by showing me what looked like cloudy sperm in two separate images, one after the other, with a pause between. This means church. There was a thought that was either "get on down," or some other term that seemed sexual, and also reminded me of how I sat typing all day yesterday, trying to finish the story.
Later the idea of the parting of the red sea is thought of in relation to a woman's vagina.
Later was seen what looked like a curled up fetus in a dark circle in the middle of a row of what I thought was books or papers lined up. I knew it meant that this story was the unborn child ready to be born.
A few days ago was another brief dream image of a teenage looking guy facing a type of magic carpet that looked like a woman's clothed body of breasts and hips fluttering in the wind. The next morning on the TV, I was flipping through the channels and saw a cartoon about a magic carpet and the characters were traveling around to other lands. They also possessed a magic oil lamp and got "three" wishes. They had to once deal with a evil genie, and trick it to go back in the lamp. I
I almost didn't bother to write about this but now realize that these old myths hold a lot of meaning that relate to sex, and the creation of new worlds. This is similar to Moses leading his people across the Red Sea. (Red as in Christ's blood, and Christ is the bride.) The old testament story of crossing the Jordan river to a new land was a similar situation.
Other Bible scenes, such as when Moses met God at the burning bush, and the time when he struck the rock with his rod, and water flowed forth, also seem to have a sexual connection. All these ideas fit into a sexual union, or marriage with the other world. Many old myths must hold a message.
FAIRIES
This part is of notes I took when reading "The Encyclopedia of Fairies."
Don't eat fairy food, or you will be caught forever in fairy land. It can be dangerous.
A way to have power over them is to know their name.
Leprechauns have the red caps of Scandinavian elves. The hair comb is on a mermaid.
Enclosing them in a crystal can catch them.
They don't want you to know their names, and they can disappear into thin air.
Green leprechauns have a green leather apron on, and work with a hammer to nail shoes.
Goblins have been seen working in the mine, and later, no evidence is seen of any ore moved, and no tracks are seen.
They have knowledge of medicinal herbs.
The golden ball on the hilt of a sword or otherwise, is a important symbol.
Fairies are spirits of the hearth, where the food is cooked by the fire.
Four leaf clovers are special, and a ointment applied to the eyes, lets you see into fairy land.
They are capable of shape shifting.
They want fresh water in a dish, and some bread, to be left on the hearth each night.
There is something about a cross.
A common fairy theme is of coming down the chimney in the spiral of smoke. This is their method of travel.
A old myth is that the color green, and the food "beans," is the food of the dead. I'm not sure if this is related.
Self bored stones were an entry to the fairy world. These were a circular natural stone with a hole in the center, and were sometimes found hidden in a creek, or woods.
They had round tables and round fairy mound circles.
A sleeping warrior in the mountain or cave, would draw the sword, and then blow the horn.
Fairy's had arrows, and could strike people. They had black dogs or white dogs with red ears and red glowing eyes. There were also many reports of shaggy beasts, or bogie beasts. There were seen black dogs in graveyards, fields, or dark woods.
Fairies always wanted a clean hearth by the fire, and a bowl of fresh water to wash in, and some bread. They left a silver coin. (All the shapes are circular.) They wanted neatness.
They could be seen dancing on hills and flowery places in the moon light, only seen at high noon, evening, or morning.
They liked music and dance, and had white lace and silver bells. Some had three pointed hats. The number seven was used, (but I forgot how. This was just in my notes.)
Some types of fairies had green coats and trousers, and a red cap. Some had blue bell shaped flowers for a hat.
They had hidden treasure, and if you would try to steal it, much bad will become of it.
There was a few cases where a person was taken to fairy land, and was annointed with ointment, or three drops of liquid in the eyes. When this happens they see the glamour, and there can be a blinding of the eyes.
There was something about a stone, red rose, crystals, blood, and glass to drink from.
They have been seen dancing in a circle on a mound, and playing a flute, penny whistle, or fife.
Fairy troops have been seen in a hunting party with fairy dogs, all bounding out of a hedge chasing a fairy deer, and then run out of view. Later no track could be seen.
Sometimes a fairy funeral would be seen; also a fairy ball game, or chess game. One fairy was seen dressed in a thin coat on a freezing night, and wasn't cold.
They will pinch you if you turn on them or are bad. They are insulted easily if you turn on them, and will never visit again. They want generosity, trustworthiness, secrecy, and neatness.
Twilight, and a magic apple tree (is somehow related.)
A cross or iron scissors repels a fairy, and they have been known to steal children, and also leave a changeling (other child.) They have been known to borrow midwives.
The burning of the top of the fairy mound is a way to harass the fairies.
The cock crow is a warning of the time to leave, if you are ever in fairyland, or you could be trapped there forever.
Fairies are fertility spirits, and want babies and women.
There is a fairies and the dead connection.
Some authors about fairies are: Evan Wentz, Robert Kirk, W. B. Yeat, and "Hunt," in a book called "Popular Romances of the West of England," by Anne Jefferies. I liked The Encyclopedia of Fairies by Katherine Briggs, because it gave such an overall view. There are many other old books of accounts of fairies that are listed, but I have no time to read so much now. There is just so much to learn.
SQUARE OIL LAMP
Saw the nutshell in the food ad page, and heard and saw it slam shut like a book. Means the book is done.
Saw an image of a stick thrown over a large mass of water, and spinning end over end. As it spun, I saw the pattern of a cross appear, that ties into
( Figure 102) I was just drawing.Saw a girl with a large white flower type of hat on her head, and she was kneeling at the fence of the local horse arena, and seemed to be offering to be friends with a horse inside the fence. Later that day I was riding scooter past the arena, and saw a few girl's riding horses down there. The arena is also covered with a white fine rock for the horses to walk on.
When grabbing two granola bars and putting them in my pocket, as I was preparing to go visit a friend, the thought "tooth fairy" came right then. (Notice the "two" in tooth, and also the idea of "to eat.") The idea of Santa Claus coming down the chimney is also similar to some fairy stories.
While lying in bed in the evening and thinking about Jung's theory on synchronicity, and how he seemed to have it wrong, the image of a big crack running across the two freeway lanes heading south directly under the overpass bridge was seen. This is the same "right angle" bridge that was used in earlier images when explaining how God's world crosses the river of humanity. I knew right then that it was a heavy important message, and felt a shock and a great need to tell this, and try to explain more the principle of synchronicity. I was just reading a book called "Jung, Synchronicity, and Human Destiny. C.G. Jung's theory of meaningful coincidence" by Ira Progoff." (• Note 45.) He attributes it to a collective unconscious, and was still trying to figure it out towards the end of his life.
Here are a few quotes from the book:
"When two or more events take place at a given moment of time without either one having caused the other but with a distinctly meaningful relationship existing between them beyond the possibilities of coincidence, that situation had the basic elements of synchronicity.
The role of the archetypes is not as a causal factor operating external to the contents of the synchronistic event, but rather as a factor of inner cohesion and integration. The archetypes provide an additional factor that works "after" the causal effects have taken place."
So many frustrations entered the work that he began to feel that there was a "trickster" element at work in it. It seemed as though one of the playful Gods who tease and play practical jokes on human beings was tantalizing him. At other times it seemed to him that synchronicity had a spirit and a will of its own and that in a demonic way, it created hurdles out of thin air in order to trip him.
Synchronicity in its narrower definition means the coming together of a psychic event and a physical situation corresponding to it.
There is one very special way of speaking that I mentioned before, that is: when I see a word somewhere, and just as I read it, another similar word of close spelling, starting with the same "first letter," but with a totally different meaning, will come into my head just then, and will give me a message about something in my present life situation. This can also happen to a word that I have "just" heard on the radio, when I'm half listening, and preoccupied with something else. This is another way of speaking, that is similar to outright telepathy to a given present situation that ties into a riddle.
A example is: that I got carried away, and decided to buy some beer again, even though I had quit. I was feeling guilty, and planned on buying two quarts, and was just thinking that I had broken the rules of my promise, but decided to do it this one time anyway. Right when I pulled up to the gas pump to also get some gas, I read the sign saying "unleaded," and in a split second after that, the thought "unleashed" came. (You're not going to believe this, but when typing unleashed just now, the word unleashed just exactly matched the word unleashed on a commercial on TV, talking about a paper towel called "Sparkle," where a lion in the towel is unleashed. I know this is hard to believe, but this isn't the first time this has happened. As I tried to explain before, this is done with the "wrinkle in time effect," where either time is stopped in my life, or my brain and functions are put on hold for a exact amount of time, in order for the two events to coincide. What is amazing is that I just tried to explain the synchronicity effect, and here now it is happening right in the middle of typing. It is easy to see how this is done, if you realize that they are seeing into the future, and so are able to see all possible similar events before they actually happen. It is then just a matter of deleting out the exact amount of time, and the scene somehow is matched, without any detectable sign that I can notice. (As it turned out, I got sick drinking the two quarts of beer, and had a headache all night. Satan was loose.) There was also another word that "exactly" matched a little later while typing on this night.
May 20,96
After heating some bath water and took a bath, I later looked in the small wood stove to mix the coals, and the thought "garden of olives" came almost without realizing it. I knew it was a message, but it didn't fit any riddle I could see at the time, and so I just let it go as a fluke that couldn't be figured out. (There are three levels of telepathy, as in all other effects. One is very strong, one medium, and one so vague that you think it is coming from your own mind only.) Anyway, I was puzzled about this, and about twenty minutes later on Family Radio's open forum talk show, a lady called in and asked a question about when Christ went into the garden, and if that was when he entered hell and began suffering. Brother Camping said "Yes, that is correct, that was the start of his journey to the cross to pay for our sins."
A few nights ago, I saw the image of the circle with wings on either side that I had thought would be a good design for the book's cover. A little later was a dream of a tall black basketball player with a orange basketball making shots, and I was seeing it as if right behind the basket close up, with a zoom camera. I also saw it from the shooter's perspective and close up. It was a virtual reality scene. Later after awake, I thought I had been watching the game on TV. It was so very real. Later that day I tried to recall and copy the same style of the circle and wings, that was seen in the dream. This will be on the book's cover.
When walking the main driveway after getting the computer, the thought "Steven Spielberg" came.
When under the bridge down by the river I just saw all the swallows swarming, (the birds that live in the mud nests) the thought coronation came right then. Did I tell this before?
Awhile back I saw an image of the square caged oil lamp that Charley gave me. It is red and has four panes of glass in a square with a circular top vent and bottom oil holder. It was lit.
This morning saw an image of a burned out black hollow oak tree log. Yesterday I was explaining to a preacher that they gave me the feeling of going down a tube or tunnel, and I think that is how they get here, but maybe this relates to carpel tunnel syndrome of my hurting hands from sheet rocking.
One last image seen was of a white horse kicking up its front feet and whinnying. This scene seemed to be over the front gate entrance to a ranch, and the three curved arches of the fence were painted white also.
( Figure 113.)